I don’t mean to sound morbid so please don’t attack me for sharing my thoughts.
Her acting silly, forced smiles, trying to show that she’s ok when she’s not, blocking/distracting herself are ways that Tiffany drowns her fear and pain. I’m sure she realises that her end may be near and I’m sure she cries to herself when alone. Much as she tries to block out her serious health issues and beat about the bush, she is now cornered and is telling the truth coz there’s no more place to hide.
Everything is beginning to make sense.
Why does Matt please her and wear matching pyjamas in Nov and subject himself to ridicule? Why does 60 year old Amma act silly and do tik toks with her? Why does everyone give in to her and make her happy? Now that surgery is confirmed happening, there’s no need for anymore speculation. I guess the family may have been secretly told by the doctors that T’s situation is terminal and that the surgery might just prolong her life only. I think they know.
I’m beginning to have a change of heart. I can’t be angry with someone whose days might be limited. She may be annoying and unlikeable, but she has been unfairly dealt with a tough life. Even comparing with her sister whose life seems complete and happy, it is sad that she can’t find total happiness. She has Matt but she can’t have a normal life with him. I hope she pulls through the surgery and lives long enough to maybe have a baby through surrogacy, down the road. That I believe would truly fulfil her heart’s desire.
I hope I’m wrong but whether her surgery is successful or not, she might not have long to live. So if she wants a PO Box, cards, freebies whatever, let her have them. Anything that makes her happy, give it to her. Even the 100k plaque. She wants it so badly, give it to her. Someone said that this may be her last Christmas. Just like a prisoner in death row who’s requesting his last meal, let her get whatever makes her happy, while she can still smile.
It has been a roller coaster ride for us following her journey and the truth is finally revealed. Let’s just hope her surgery goes well and that she doesn’t suffer great pain.