Hi there, I’m going to go against my No 1 rule here by engaging in this website to address this ( and this is not a move to defend anything or anyone ), with that being said, my comment with regards to me being classed at aggressive was about me and me only, as I felt it was a reach for anyone to call me aggressive ( if you are a POC, you will understand how painful it is ) when all I’m doing is being passionate about my belief and what I know which was and is formed by my experience, I am also not trying to force it down anyone’s throat as I know we are all different hence the difference in opinions, but true togetherness comes from understanding that we will have have a difference is beliefs which is ok as this is what makes everybody unique.. in the case of Candices outburst, I beg you to try to put yourself in her shoes, she is not a robot, she’s human with feelings and to be called a monkey or black witch or a grey black woman almost everyday by someone random ( trust me it does happen ) would eventually take its toll as it would on anybody, coupled with the fact that it just so happens that real life stuff is currently happening at the moment, things that can break anybody. Agreed that incident could have been dealt with in a diff way however her post that day about wanting to sell the shoes where also Mis understood by that woman , which meant what she had to say about it was also flawed, and when you throw in the other things I’ve mentioned above it’s bound to go south, I hope you do understand.. we all learn every day and Candice has most certainly learnt a lesson here.
Now moving on to the comment in regards to my first child which is the reason I decided to comment.. this situation hurts me every day, it’s pain I choose not to speak about as it is sometimes unbearable, and like you rightly said there might be a whole host of reasons ( trust me it’s a lot including legal ones ) which we are currently still going through and it may go on for much longer.. I know that one day I will have to explain to my daughter and I pray for the strength to do so. I would love to talk to you about your experience as I am currently at a cross road regarding this ..
and just to add because of all that is going on I/we am/are forbidden to post anything about her on social so this is most definitely not a move to erase her from existence, but actually just abiding by the rules we have been set. I hope my explaining is satisfactory.
It is my aim to always listen to alternative viewpoints however, I much like everybody will draw a line when it becomes a tad bit disrespectful .