I know we have all been posting here since the start with one common goal…Justice for Star.
The trial is now finally over, and like many of you, I don’t feel any relief, like I thought I would, I feel extremely upset and incredibly angry (anger for Fuckhill…a childish nickname, I know, but I can’t even call her by her first name. She will be Fuckhill to me from now on. Or Cockhill. In fact, Cockhill sounds better so that is what I will be referring to the murdering baby killer from now on. The evil to the bone Cockhill).
There is no prison sentence long enough to get justice for that little girl. However, I read that David Fawcett was pleased with the verdicts and sentences given out. I don’t think any one of us would/could or should be able to challenge him on his opinion there. He has seen, lived, and breathed all this for longer than we ever knew Star existed. He has had to pick up all of the pieces, not once, not twice, but THREE TIMES.
He held the family together and spoke up for Star when she was murdered. He was like the glue that held everyone together.
David supported Anita through that
Anita’s son (Frankie’s dad) then killed himself clutching Star’s coat on FS’s birthday whilst she was on remand.
David supported Anita through that
Anita’s granddaughter (Frankie) was suspected of, and eventually found guilty of, allowing the death of her child.
David is still supporting Anita through that.
WHO HAS BEEN SUPPORTING DAVID FAWCETT?
HE IS VIEWED AS THE ROCK THAT EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY CAN LEAN ON.
WHO IS THERE FOR HIM?
NOBODY, BY THE SOUNDS OF IT
That poor, broken, lovely man (who is not even a blood relative of Star) has been carrying part of FS’s family all the way through this. Everyone has been leaning on him. He has even had to brush off the attention seeking dickheads on FB. Who will be there for David when the realisation of what has happened finally hits him?
FB campaigns and photos keep things alive and comforting. Alas, all those people will eventually move on to something else. Poor David will be left managing that FB group with thousands of members, of which only a handful will still post. He will end up bewildered. Where have all those supporters gone?
As reluctant as I am to say it, knowing first hand how fickle can be regarding someone who has died, David has not experienced his real grief yet. all these FB campaigns and balloons, and court hearings have suspended it. It probably felt like Star might be coming home today after the sentencing, silly though that might sound.
When all the FB posters fade away, when people stop getting Star tattoos, when people stop releasing balloons, when people clear away their Christmas baubles, they will all move on for a Happy New Year! Poor David, Anita and Holly etc will not be packing up their trinkets to remember Star. Their trinkets will not be going in the loft for a year. Their memories will not just shift over to the largest live trial.
Sorry if the above sounds deep. I feel deep. I feel bereft. It isn’t a relief. This is just the start of a harrowing life sentence for people like David and Anita. This isn’t the end, it’s just the beginning.
I had better get back to OC again! I’m getting down and maudlin. I must not allow myself to go there. Sorry to everyone, please scroll on by if my post is far too dour xxxx please don’t argue with me if you disagree.
I thought I posted the video but I didn't, it was someone else who just mentioned about it but didn't post it. I've gone back to his FB and looks like hes deleted it now
Cunt u member?