Hi guys.
I used to be a member on here a few years back but had to come off all socials because people like begs were ruining my mental health.
My husband and I had a battle to get pregnant and I had to take clomid for us to get pregnant. I found out at 6.5 weeks I was having twins and we were so so soooo happy. It’s what I had always dreamt of and after waiting so long, we felt it was life’s way of saying sorry.
Fast forward to 12week scan, they said one twin had an enlarged bladder but not to worry and fetal medicine would scan me asap. 16 weeks my little twin was diagnosed with a condition and we had to decide whether to terminate that pregnancy or continue with both twins. I knew we all had to fight as hard as we could so that’s what we did. Every 2 weeks I had scans to see if his heart was still beating. Every 2 weeks I had to watch him deteriorate and the next organ got obliterated. My heart broke every 2 weeks.
I had my boys at 29 weeks and neither of us got to see our boys be born. We missed out on the first moments of my poorly boys life and only got to hold him for a few moment before he passed.
I’m not telling this for sympathy, I’m saying
people like Rebecca piss me right off!! Flashing a pregnancy so early on when she has no idea if this baby will be healthy or not!! I had 2 early scans and they can’t see a thing until 12 weeks or later!! Trapping her wet lettuce boyfriend into a baby he never wanted and being a smug bitch getting her own way so fucking easily. She doesn’t even look after the boys she has so why the fuck does she get to have another one so easily?!
Stupid cow I hate her!!
I hope she reads this and it sinks in that other peoples lives are not as easy as hers and what a mistake she has made flaunting this pregnancy with no consideration for her followers.
she has no idea what difficulties some people go through.
I have to watch my boy grow up thinking how much he looks like his brother, how much fun they would have together. Doing his room with one 1 cot. Everything I do I wish I was doing it double but I can’t.
Sorry for the rant, I needed to get it off my chest!!