I do understand this, i lost my only child in an accident 4 years ago, was horrific....Christmas was his favourite time of the year our house used to look like Santys grotto, if something didnt move, it had a decoration on it! Since his death, not one decoration has come down from the attic, and i dont think they ever will again
EVERY decoration has a memory attached to it, myself and my husband just cannot bare to look at them....Every day has been hard since he died, but Christmas just kills us, i wish i could sleep from halloween to Jan 2nd, and make the heartache go away