@KfBr aww I feel you
It’s so hard to have faith when you can not control something. They are so flippant with the condition, instantly think to the having-babies mentality but in all roundedness, there’s so much more to it. The pain, the hormones, the mental health side, the heavy heavy flows, the no flows but the symptoms, the weight gain. Then people tell you to be patient? Fuck off Susan!
I genuinely have to wear nappies now when I’m on because the flow it just so bad. It’s agonising. I usually take around 8-12 Zapain/Tramadol them days along with a few sleepers. No one understands the pain.
I won’t sit here and tell you it’s all going to be ok, because that’s a shitty thing to say but you’ll be ok. Start pushing them for blood ovulation tests. Don’t do home one’s. I believe you go one week after your end day of period. Do that every time you finish, maybe you might have a pattern? One period no but the next yes. I have faith because I need to. Gets me through the days.