Had a bit of a tricky day today - me and baby bandit went to visit my parents and it was just quite sad, they're both quite unwell in different ways at the moment and I had a little cry on the drive home because I'm worried about them but can't really do anything to help except keep checking on them. My husband gave me a card from baby bandit with a tiny scribble where he'd let him loose with a pen, and a "for my wife on mother's day" card which was lovely, and a tiny little teddy with a "mum" jumper. After a difficult day I felt a little bit deflated because I'd got my husband some personalised gifts for father's day and I guess I'd hoped for something a bit more special/thoughtful, but then I saw some Instagram posts from Tommy's about
mothers grieving babies and have been messaging my friend
who recently lost her baby son, and I snapped out of my disappointment because I'm so so lucky to have my gorgeous baby here with me
also, extremely random but we spent a few hours at a car showroom on Friday and the salesman was so lovely and interested in baby bandit, and today he emailed my husband about something and said he hoped I was having a lovely first mother's day, and I just thought that was really sweet! So I guess I'm feeling tired and a bit fragile tonight but very grateful