Trombolese
Chatty Member
Feel like such a downer at the moment, but most of my friends all have their own stuff going on in life so I don’t want to bother them and typing on here helps. I feel like I haven’t been myself since I had baby T, he’s the only thing that’s been bringing me any happiness but most of the time I just feel a bit hollow. I don’t think it’s depression, I don’t feel really down, I just don’t feel much emotion at all if that makes sense? I’m on the pill so I wonder if that’s affecting my mood, but I’m breastfeeding so I’m limited to what contraception I can take. I’ve had a lot of stress though with the house stuff, family drama, my mum has had a load of health issues lately and my dads being a top tier knobwaffle so I worry about her a lot, and basically we have found out today that she has breast cancer. She’s going to hospital on Thursday to meet with the specialists and discuss treatment. Hate wallowing in my self pity, but it seems to be one thing after another all the time and I’m just trying to enjoy my maternity leave and I’m conscious I won’t get this time back. Sorry for the moan and depressing post