Some of you may remember me from the heartbreak thread, I have posted about this before but two years ago my husband had an affair, it lasted 4 weeks he knew her in real life but “bonded” over a specific game and they’d play together which lead to snapchats, nightly calls and FaceTimes, meeting her twice and staying the night with her and obviously they had sex. I knew something was off I just couldn’t understand what. I could use his phone anytime and he mine, had each others faces for id. Anyway one night he was asleep and he left his phone out and I reasoned with myself I’d check the phone, find nothing and then go to sleep. And wow how wrong was I. My blood went cold and I can still feel the pain as the pieces started to fall in to place. Anyway we gave things another go moved on from it and it hit me this morning (idk why now) he planned to meet someone for sex and went through with it and still came home to me like nothing happened, twice he did this. I’m sorry I’m rambling and I realise I sound stupid but I don’t know how to explain how it’s suddenly so clear? How do you do something to someone you love what the fuck?
