I just can’t. Not today. My 82yr old mum in law has isolated since March. She’s lonely, depressed, in constant pain and in the last few weeks. Suicidal. I had my stroke in end February, I’ve done nothing, behaved myself, stuck to rules. Partner has been working but gets tested regularly. We’re both clear. Was spending Christmas with MiL. Then Nicola closed the border. My 3 daughters and grandkids are in bits as Scotland is all going into tier 4 and the kids aren’t going back to school. Had to tell my MiL last night we weren’t going to see her (she’s no internet neither so no FaceTime) and her words ‘well nows the time to join FiL’ he died 2yrs ago. We sent a good neighbour round who says she’s not good. And we’re stuck. This maybe her last Christmas.
Yes we have a roof, yes my partner still has his job, yes we are ok financially. But we STUCK to the rules, we DID as we were told. I spent all of last night crying so now I have a headache. I just want to hug my grandkids so much. So today I’m a bit broken. And then I see Soph. With her empty platitudes. Of course she’s allowed to feel upset, but it won’t be affecting her. She’ll still sneak them in. And it’s the likes of her, other Z list celebs, the Kay Burleys and Rita Oras, Dom Cummings, that SNP mp (sorry forget her name) The bloody protestors for every cause, they have caused this. Go fuck yourselves. The lot of you. Happy Sunday everyone
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