I haven't got anyone to talk to aside from my boyfriend, whom I live with and in lockdown with, so if you ever want a chat, I'm here.I get this a lot myself, I get days when I just lose all motivation, just feel so pissed off at everything. I'm not sure what triggers it but the recent change in seasons has set me off. Summer ended quickly, Autumn kicked in fast with the days getting shorter and I feel that this year it's getting darker faster than in previous years.
I have to deal with these low days on my own, no friends to help me out of it, I can manage on my own, only just. Reading a thread on here "The Ick" has set me off again.
I suppose being single for so many years is part of my problem, that and no real friends, I live in my own world. Covid 19 is a factor, I try to avoid the news because it's so depressing. I'm just glad I have a job to go to, this winter I'm dreading, the winter blues.
I've felt low, anxious and absolutely fed up for weeks, on and off. I'm in lockdown in a different area away from my parents with my boyfriend, and although it's nice and now my home, I feel lonely and like I'm living in a bubble. I'm only mainly going food shopping and too nervous to go far as that's stressful enough. I don't have many friends, and I've not seen best friend since the end of last year, so I often feel like crying and find it hard to cheer myself up. I miss my parents such a lot and although we speak everyday, I can't go home right now as my boyfriend's a nurse and there's cases in his work, so I'm trying to protect them by staying away, but it's so hard.... Each day is basically the same as the next and it's not going to change anytime soon....
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