I have been following these threads since day one but have never been brave enough to comment. I am a neonatal nurse and work on an intensive care unit, taking care of babies from 400g in weight and 22 weeks gestation. I have found this trial so difficult to follow. I look after the sickest and smallest babies and know how hard we all work for each and every baby to try and keep them safe. We all miss breaks, we stay late to do whatever we can to help them. It is undoubtedly an extremely stressful job which can be really sad, but to see the most fragile of babies grow, develop and go home after months of really difficult treatment is so wonderful and makes the job so unbelievably rewarding. The hardest part is seeing the babies struggle and seeing parents going through the worst time of their lives and trying to do whatever you can to try and make it even the slightest bit easier for them. To think that someone, anyone, would hurt these fragile babies and torture parents even more then they are already is unthinkable and sickens me so much. I wholeheartedly believe that Lucy is guilty of all counts. In neonates it is so rare for babies to have a cardiac arrest, normally a decision is made to switch to palliative care when every avenue of treatment has been tried. To think that the little ones in this case all had cardiac arrests out of the blue is unbelievable. I hope the jury comes to the right decision and puts this monster away for good.