This baby provokes all sorts of emotions in me, anger at LL, tears for the suffering, I can hardly bear to read about the crying relentlessly, it's just so bloody awful. I don't know how the parents are coping with this, having to listen to how their baby suffered.
Was just thinking about this today, the poor parents. They’ve had to listen to the horrific details of how their child was harmed/murdered, and it’s become more apparent each time how cruel she was and how much pain she inflicted on them, the poor parents having to sit and listen about their child firstly in the prosecution opening, then the defence opening, then all of the prosecutions case and evidence (going into great detail and also traumatic detail), then the defences case, and then the cross (which was mostly farcical and frustrating for them no doubt), then again in prosecution closing, then the defence closing, and now finally again for the judge’s summing up. As a parent I cannot imagine how truly awful this has been for them the last 10 months nearly, so heartbreaking to have to hear about it so many times. I hope when LL is found guilty it will bring them a little comfort and peace.
It’s also awful for them as others have said to have all their final memories, photos and memory boxes etc tainted by that evil piece of shit
I also agree that child I is a particularly strong case, and makes complete sense that that’s why BM went so hard on Dr Evans here to try and discredit, wasn’t a coincidence at all was it, good spot to the PP that pointed it out. Child I was always one of the ones I found particularly disturbing, shows LL’s real depravity with the bath comments, and the sympathy card on the phone. It’s very telling that she wrote that card at home, and then brought it into the hospital to photograph it back at the place where she’d murdered I, was deffo another if her sick trophies. And hearing about her bathing E, firstly shows we have missed huge amounts of significant details in the reporting, and secondly showed she had a very strong pattern of her spending a lot of time with the babies after she’d killed them, I think now that every single one of them she’s physically been with them afterwards. She’s such an evil sick bitch I honestly am feeling sick today, we are so close to the end now and the more comes out the worse it’s getting. There is going to be so so so much more once the verdict is in. There’s also some tea that I’m sure Nosy is dying to share with us when the time is right. Has been great having some Tattle Burgundy’s able to attend and give us a clearer picture of what is actually going on in court.
Lastly someone on the last thread (that weirdly wouldn’t let you like anything once closed), said about the red flags of serial killers in health care article that I shared quite a few times in the early threads, and even back then LL ticked a whole load of the boxes (despite some minor disputes at the time over which of them


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I can’t believe we are finally at the end, I really can’t. Hoping that by this time next week we will finally have justice for all the babies, families and ex colleagues of LL. So so so many lives ruined by this piece of shit, the enormity of it is just much and just so sad. I unfortunately feel their are still many lives going to be further ruined as the police investigation will bring a whole lot more charges. I think a lot of the parents will speak out, and I hope they do partly so their babies will be remembered by more than just the letter they have been given in court
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I agree, I feel so emotional today now the end is in sight. At times it’s felt like we’d never get here.
I also agree, this is exactly how I’m feeling today too. Think the ones that have been here since the beginning and subsequently are all feeling this today
