I agree, she is evil if she is guilty of this. What I mean to say is I don't think that even she recognised this, I feel it was a pathological need for the drama and the heroism, although poorly executed at times, and I think maybe she became addicted to the drama, the adrenaline and the attention she garnered from it, texting colleagues, friends outside of work etc. Maybe to have stories to tell. I just think it swung out of control. U can see that with her rambling note too I think.
But it's this rambling note that makes me wonder whether it's a game. Don't get me wrong, it's just a passing thought that popped into my head and I'm not dead set on this opinion.
Because quite frankly, a person who kills innocent premature babies (and I'm not saying LL has) is capable of anything evil.
The existence of this note, which I have been very open minded about. The mixed messages that confused this very thread, whether it was one of anguish or confession. Thinking outside the box, it could be neither. It could just be a note written with a purpose.
I'm not saying she was like a villain with a master plan, far from it, what I am saying is that some element of her wanted to 'confuse' people..
Not to say you’re wrong just to look at it differently, I think that drama would maybe attract to much attention. If you don’t want to get caught, you don’t want to particularly stick out even if it’s for a good reason I think she’d have realised that,
For me I think she has a desire to please people she sees as superior to her. (Seems to be the first option when it comes to over time even at extremely short notice). But it’s difficult to get a picture of who she is without knowing alot more about her imo
I know I'm not wrong because I'm doing the same as everyone else on here

but you've not understood my original post or seen it. Drama wasn't initially mentioned in my post. I was just saying that perhaps it was like a bit of a game to her.
But you are right, nobody knows her, so any theory at this point is speculative.