It’s taken me hours to catch up, this thread moves so fast! There will probably be a million more posts to sift through once I’ve finished typing, it’s nice to see most of us are being civil and tolerant of each other’s opinions. The Facebook group I’m on is too much, people are really extra on there - no room for healthy discussion. I’m feeling very mixed right now, I definitely have reasonable doubt. Yesterday I was starting to lean towards her guilt, today after seeing the note I don’t know what I think.
What I find interesting is how we all seemed to interpret the note found in her home when it was just being described in news reports compared to how we interpret it now we’ve actually seen it. I know it certainly changed my feelings a bit. Upon hearing she had written what essentially sounded like a confession, I was shocked, to be honest part of me thought there must be more to it as if it was a confession, then there wouldn’t be a trial - at least that’s my understanding of how these things work. Just shows how different it is reading about the trial compared to actually seeing the evidence. I do wonder what the jury must be thinking, don’t envy them at all.
Seeing the note itself, it is still shocking but in a different way, it looks to me like the ramblings of someone who is incredibly distressed and at a loss, someone who is catastrophizing and ruminating. Whether that’s because she’s guilty or because she’s being accused of awful crimes she didn’t commit, I have no idea at this stage. This note in isolation doesn’t scream guilt to me though. There’s something I find a bit sad and tragic about it, I don’t think she’s confessing with the ‘I’m evil’ ‘I killed them’ remarks, I think it could be her reflecting on what she thinks others are thinking. Could be wrong though.
With regards to the writing before the “i killed them on purpose” part. Could it read “they went” as in “they went, I killed them on purpose” I know that doesn’t make complete sense but sometimes people do use the word went when they mean said (or maybe that’s just where I’m from

). Could be a reach, just thought I’d throw it out there. Really can’t figure out what that bit of writing is meant to say otherwise. I guess we will learn more about this note and other evidence as the trial goes on. I wonder if anything else was found at her house.
Anyway these are just my incoherent ramblings, brain feels truly scrambled. Both prosecution and defence have been doing a good job so far imo.