Hi all. I don't really know how to articulate this very well but after having my baby, (who is now a toddler) and probably after months of parenting whilst trying to work from home due to lockdown I'm just completely exhausted. I've taken my toddler to have his feet measured and fitted for new shoes today and I've caught a glimpse of myself in a long mirror and I'm truly horrified. I nearly broke down in the shop. I know I've massively let myself go, my skin is awful, huge eye bags, grey hair (I'm only 32) and baggy, cheap horrible clothes. I also incessantly pick my lips and my face through anxiety so I just look awful. Anyway, since having my baby and just life etc I have completey lost who I am. I don't do anything outside of working and parenting. I feel in a relentless cycle of cleaning and tidying and just scraping by day to day with my sanity just about intact.
This sounds rather self indulgent probably but I've just completely lost my identity and all self worth. I feel utterly disgusting and worthless.
Can anyone advise? I was thinking something small like starting a skin care regime might perk me up a bit. Or maybe start walking? I don't know.
Sorry for the ramble. Can anyone relate? I pour every last bit of what I've got into my family and work, which I know is how it's meant to be, but im really struggling.
Thanks x
This sounds rather self indulgent probably but I've just completely lost my identity and all self worth. I feel utterly disgusting and worthless.
Can anyone advise? I was thinking something small like starting a skin care regime might perk me up a bit. Or maybe start walking? I don't know.
Sorry for the ramble. Can anyone relate? I pour every last bit of what I've got into my family and work, which I know is how it's meant to be, but im really struggling.
Thanks x