raspberryjuice
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Scan went well! 1 baby (thankfully 
), measuring 7 weeks 1 day today which is exactly where we thought we were 
), measuring 7 weeks 1 day today which is exactly where we thought we were 
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DellaC
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I'm having a bloody nightmare here. Phoning here there and everywhere to find out if I can have the hysteroscopy whilst bleeding. Absolutely nobody in the world knows and cannot describe to me what light bleeding is.
Finally got through to the gynae unit and the receptionist couldn't answer but said it depends on the consultant. She said I can see who's performing the procedure and I'll get her to call and advise you.
The name of my consultant? Are you ready?
Jackie Chan
So Jackie Chan will be having a good old look around my womb.
And that's a sentence I never thought I'd say
Finally got through to the gynae unit and the receptionist couldn't answer but said it depends on the consultant. She said I can see who's performing the procedure and I'll get her to call and advise you.
The name of my consultant? Are you ready?
Jackie Chan
So Jackie Chan will be having a good old look around my womb.
And that's a sentence I never thought I'd say
Lucyxxxx
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Something to make you all giggle.
My fella has insisted I put this on here (is watching me type this actually). About 2 years ago there was a local fundraiser was selling things for something like a children's hospice. So my fellas parents decided to play good samaritain and went looking online for free things they could give to the fundraiser to sell.
Anyways someone was giving away 6 boxes of DVDs. My fellas dad drives round on a mission to collect the boxes. He gets them and drops them to the charity worker baring in mind his mom sees this woman on a regular basis.
Anyways an hour or so later his mom gets an upset phone call from the charity worker letting her know his dad had dropped them 6 boxes of porn and could he come and collect them please. We've been creasing about it for about half an hour solid.
My fella has insisted I put this on here (is watching me type this actually). About 2 years ago there was a local fundraiser was selling things for something like a children's hospice. So my fellas parents decided to play good samaritain and went looking online for free things they could give to the fundraiser to sell.
Anyways someone was giving away 6 boxes of DVDs. My fellas dad drives round on a mission to collect the boxes. He gets them and drops them to the charity worker baring in mind his mom sees this woman on a regular basis.
Anyways an hour or so later his mom gets an upset phone call from the charity worker letting her know his dad had dropped them 6 boxes of porn and could he come and collect them please. We've been creasing about it for about half an hour solid.
IdeletedbutI'mbackagain
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Just had a massive fight with the OH. I ended up driving somewhere just so I could scream and cry in peace.
He's just picking me apart over small shit, like saying I snapped at him when I didn't, I just didn't say what he wanted to hear and that's different. He's been tetchy for awhile, even with the girls but I honestly don't have the ability to navigate or de-escalate these situations at the moment. I'm tired, I'm sore, I'm scared and I'm still doing my fair share of housework etc.
It's like he's mad at me because he's being inconvenienced by me literally not having the energy to do extra. And I really don't have any spare energy for extra, I'm just about holding it together.
In other news my results still aren't back yet so my appointment on Thursday may not even happen now and if it does it will be very last minute. Which is another thing that I think has annoyed him because I wanted him there with me incase it's bad news but it being so last minute makes things awkward.
I just feel unloved, uncared for and really sad at the moment. I have had a hard ole life and I thought I was finally going to have some peace and happiness it's just all gone to shit.
He's just picking me apart over small shit, like saying I snapped at him when I didn't, I just didn't say what he wanted to hear and that's different. He's been tetchy for awhile, even with the girls but I honestly don't have the ability to navigate or de-escalate these situations at the moment. I'm tired, I'm sore, I'm scared and I'm still doing my fair share of housework etc.
It's like he's mad at me because he's being inconvenienced by me literally not having the energy to do extra. And I really don't have any spare energy for extra, I'm just about holding it together.
In other news my results still aren't back yet so my appointment on Thursday may not even happen now and if it does it will be very last minute. Which is another thing that I think has annoyed him because I wanted him there with me incase it's bad news but it being so last minute makes things awkward.
I just feel unloved, uncared for and really sad at the moment. I have had a hard ole life and I thought I was finally going to have some peace and happiness it's just all gone to shit.
DellaC
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All done.
It was awful, utterly awful but the staff were amazing.
No results yet but she removed a couple of large polyps, my womb lining is very thick, she did a smear and a biopsy.
She couldn't put coil in because she was running out of time and I'd had more than enough.
Will catch up in a bit
It was awful, utterly awful but the staff were amazing.
No results yet but she removed a couple of large polyps, my womb lining is very thick, she did a smear and a biopsy.
She couldn't put coil in because she was running out of time and I'd had more than enough.
Will catch up in a bit
DellaC
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Bless you, thank-you so much x@DellaC I have been furiously googling hysteroscopy for you but sadly (albeit not surprisingly) I have not found an answer for you. Hopefully you are not too long waiting to find out and if it is an issue surely they can prescribe you Keral to reduce the bleeding before the procedure
Dr Chan will phone after surgery but in the meantime I've asked my GP to prescribe something to stop the flow. Just in case. I'm not sure whether they will without an examination or appointment but we will see.
But I'm lay here feeling really quite ill and think I'm going to see my GP tomorrow anyway. The procedure on Friday might find the problem but it could take weeks to get the solution and I don't think I can carry on for weeks feeling like this
IdeletedbutI'mbackagain
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Just wanted to send ye all my love, having a tough time this week. Honestly feeling like deleting all social media etc. and becoming a recluse 
xanaxed up the ying yang and it's still not cutting it. Think I have been in a bit of denial and it has all just hit me like a train in the last few days.
xanaxed up the ying yang and it's still not cutting it. Think I have been in a bit of denial and it has all just hit me like a train in the last few days.
DellaC
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Well I thought I wouldn't sleep but the alarms just woke me up. I had restless legs until about 2am though. Do any of you suffer with them? Bloody hell it's awful. I did a load of exercise to stretch them out but made no difference so I had some codeine. That worked.
Anyway still no bleeding so we're good to go (Yes I'm American today).
@docmum I will mention the pattern although its so sporadic its difficult to pinpoint. I really shouldve kept a diary
Ive done a timeline for them so hope thats helpful.
Mr D is a bit pissed off with me. We went out for tea last night, just us, and we were talking about today. I said the worst possible scenario for me is that they find nothing. I think his brain exploded
But that's how I feel. There's got to be an explanation for all this hasn't there?
Anyway my appointment is soon so I'd best go and femfresh my undercarriage.
Oh I bet they've seen and smelt all sorts those Doctors and Nurses. I hope they compliment me on my lovely trimmed, freshly scented bush
I'm rambling because I'm a bit anxious so I'll go and leave you to it. Have a great day my little swans
Anyway still no bleeding so we're good to go (Yes I'm American today).
@docmum I will mention the pattern although its so sporadic its difficult to pinpoint. I really shouldve kept a diary
Ive done a timeline for them so hope thats helpful. Mr D is a bit pissed off with me. We went out for tea last night, just us, and we were talking about today. I said the worst possible scenario for me is that they find nothing. I think his brain exploded
But that's how I feel. There's got to be an explanation for all this hasn't there?
Anyway my appointment is soon so I'd best go and femfresh my undercarriage.
Oh I bet they've seen and smelt all sorts those Doctors and Nurses. I hope they compliment me on my lovely trimmed, freshly scented bush
I'm rambling because I'm a bit anxious so I'll go and leave you to it. Have a great day my little swans
DellaC
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DellaC
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Stopped bleeding yesterday afternoon and haven't bled overnight!!!
Fingers crossed that the red sea has departed my lovely darlings so that I can have my procedure tomorrow. Because I've got to cancel if I'm bleeding and absolutely nobody in the entire world wants to hear me moaning anymore!
Fingers crossed that the red sea has departed my lovely darlings so that I can have my procedure tomorrow. Because I've got to cancel if I'm bleeding and absolutely nobody in the entire world wants to hear me moaning anymore!
raspberryjuice
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I’m having the worst time with sickness. It’s been constant for days now. If I’m not being sick I’m feeling like I’m going to be sick. Medication was working but hasn’t done a thing over the weekend. I’m barely sleeping because I feel so sick and if I do drift off I’m waking up to be sick. Had a mini breakdown to Mr R in the night about how I couldn’t do it anymore and bless him he tried to help but it just made me feel worse when he was trying to comfort me. Everything is making me feel more sick. He rubbed my back - felt worse, touched my face - made me sick, tried to give me a kiss on the forehead but his face close to mine made me feel more sick, I could feel his breath on my arm and it set off sickness, sound and light from his phone made me feel worse. I feel like all I can manage to do is lie in bed in darkness and silence on my own and anything beyond that is destined to make me be sick. Feeling very fed up! 
raspberryjuice
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Hope everyone’s doing ok.
Can’t wait to get home now. This nausea is kicking my ass. As much as I love being here, it’s a beautiful place. I can’t wait to get home now, have a shower, put on cosy PJs and order a chippy tea and slob on the sofawith the Xmas tree lights on with Mr R. Also getting really anxious for scan day on Thursday 
Can’t wait to get home now. This nausea is kicking my ass. As much as I love being here, it’s a beautiful place. I can’t wait to get home now, have a shower, put on cosy PJs and order a chippy tea and slob on the sofa
raspberryjuice
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Loving that duvet set!
Sending you so much love @IdeletedbutI'mbackagain we’re all here whatever you need.
We’re on our journey home after a nightmare plane journey. Who knew so many things could cause delays? Also who knew the m25 had so many places to throw up? Think a trip to my GP may be in order when im home.
Sending you so much love @IdeletedbutI'mbackagain we’re all here whatever you need.
We’re on our journey home after a nightmare plane journey. Who knew so many things could cause delays? Also who knew the m25 had so many places to throw up? Think a trip to my GP may be in order when im home.
DoseofReality
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Morning fellas,
Not sure why I decided to stay off this thread when things were shitty because this thread is the most heartwarming and supportive place. I don't really speak about personal stuff as I worry about outing myself a bit, given where I live and people I know who work at the Countess and those new Lucy pant-sniffers scare the shite out of me. But it's so lovely seeing such a wonderful community on here, supporting each other through the worst and the best.
@raspberryjuice congratulations on your engagement! Really was a holiday of a lifetime even though you were so sick. I hope you can find something that helps.
@IdeletedbutI'mbackagain sounds like it's all hitting you now. You've been incredibly strong. It's so much to process and there's no right or wrong way to do that. Just remember you've got a lot of love on here.
@mrs.darcy you did so well on your trip. Treat yourself. Glad to hear your brother is doing really well. I bet he was glad of getting out of the rehab centre for a bit too.
@DellaC Your friends! I wish I had friends like that. Good luck with the hysteroscopy today. How typical of your womb to stop bleeding now, like I don't know what you've been stressing and making all these calls for. Your own womb is gaslighting you.
Please serve the boyfriend Crispy Pancakes and pull out a Vienetta next time he's round. Little snob. He'd have been gone the moment he made the comment about your darling boy eating normally. Hopefully your girl sees the light soon.
@oldjamfan congratulations on the nomination.
Probably missed so much, so I apologise, you're a special bunch of fellas.
Not sure why I decided to stay off this thread when things were shitty because this thread is the most heartwarming and supportive place. I don't really speak about personal stuff as I worry about outing myself a bit, given where I live and people I know who work at the Countess and those new Lucy pant-sniffers scare the shite out of me. But it's so lovely seeing such a wonderful community on here, supporting each other through the worst and the best.
@raspberryjuice congratulations on your engagement! Really was a holiday of a lifetime even though you were so sick. I hope you can find something that helps.
@IdeletedbutI'mbackagain sounds like it's all hitting you now. You've been incredibly strong. It's so much to process and there's no right or wrong way to do that. Just remember you've got a lot of love on here.
@mrs.darcy you did so well on your trip. Treat yourself. Glad to hear your brother is doing really well. I bet he was glad of getting out of the rehab centre for a bit too.
@DellaC Your friends! I wish I had friends like that. Good luck with the hysteroscopy today. How typical of your womb to stop bleeding now, like I don't know what you've been stressing and making all these calls for. Your own womb is gaslighting you.
Please serve the boyfriend Crispy Pancakes and pull out a Vienetta next time he's round. Little snob. He'd have been gone the moment he made the comment about your darling boy eating normally. Hopefully your girl sees the light soon.
@oldjamfan congratulations on the nomination.
Probably missed so much, so I apologise, you're a special bunch of fellas.
Boredofthegram
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Morning all. I’m feeling a bit wobbly today. Been having that pit of doom feeling in my tummy all weekend and it’s making me so anxious and I don’t really know why. Work and life is always hectic and stressful in my world so can’t pinpoint owt specific 
wish I could hide away from work and the world today want to get back under the covers and have my mum look after me.
wish I could hide away from work and the world today want to get back under the covers and have my mum look after me.
mRsKbRoOkS
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Missed you too Doc, hope you are wellI’ve missed youhow are you?
I’m good we’ll actually feeling a bit meh and deflated today .We were nearly over the last hurdle, husband was due home next week earlier than expected found out three weeks ago, I was obviously buzzing as lots happened since he has been away. You know most of it, I’ve been soldiering on but the end was in sight, and I’ve been getting geared up for it. And finally feel like I need some back up, the eldest’s school is being a bitch at the moment. But I was like it’s okay don’t let it get to you, Dad’s home next week we can tackle the school as a fam. But nope it’s been cancelled, his military flight from the MiddleEast is being used to help evacuate Israel and I have no idea when another will be scheduled, but probably not this month. Of course I understand the need, they need it more than me, but am I allowed to be upset
. Just suddenly really aware of where he is and that now I don’t know when he will be home .bet you wished you never asked! Loads of love Doc needed a space to get my feelings out. Love all
gigilouxx
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He’s a walking talking red flag. Comments about weight is just the start
Hopefully your daughter tells him to fuck off soon
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Ps - Jamaicans culturally refer to people as nicknames usually based on a physical feature
My mum calls her brother in law “big belly” (he’s fat)
Say you’re Jamaican by proxy now and refer to him only as Weasel!
Hopefully your daughter tells him to fuck off soon
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Ps - Jamaicans culturally refer to people as nicknames usually based on a physical feature
My mum calls her brother in law “big belly” (he’s fat)
Say you’re Jamaican by proxy now and refer to him only as Weasel!
oldjamfan
Chatty Member
Slightly different experience on the train home tonight. Train was busy again and a rather attractive lady (in her 40s at a guess) came and sat next to me. She was pissing about with her phone charger trying to plug it into the socket under the table so I said to her “would you like me to shove it in for you?”.
I swear it was said in all innocence but her reply of “I thought you’d never ask!” definitely wasn’t.
We did have a laugh about it actually.
Night night Twattlersx
I swear it was said in all innocence but her reply of “I thought you’d never ask!” definitely wasn’t
.We did have a laugh about it actually.
Night night Twattlers
x