Right, so to be honest I found the vlog yesterday massively triggering. I was, admittedly, very very sad for her and it took me back to my own experiences of feeling completely desperate and helpless. Rightly, or wrongly, I just wanted to fix it for her - if I was a dermatologist I would have offered her a Skype appointment, no matter the time, just to try and take some of the sadness and worry away from her. Perhaps I'm more easily manipulated than some but her story struck a very personal chord with me.
A few things have since struck me (now that we know she is absolutely fine!). Firstly, yesterday's vlog was filmed on the day that she was booted from the Homeschooling FB group, that she seemed to love so much, so I have a hunch that some of her upset and tears may have involved that. Secondly, after watching vlog I didn't realise that Chris had tagged a myriad of things in yesterday's video eg "skin cancer", "sarah ingham miscarriage", "loss", "emotional", "cancer", "upset", "devastated" etc... I'm sorry but absolutely no-one who is truly devastated and worried out of their mind would be tagging things like this to up their views!!!! The tagging REALLY p*ssed me off. Thirdly, from my own experience, when receiving good news regarding your health that you've been sick with worry over, you just want to shout it from the rooftop - you literally want every single person to know that everything is ok... I know Sarah eventually posted on her "iFam Support" page however she only posted on her Instagram page AFTER the tonight's vlog - I doubt that that was unintentional. I think they wanted to up the views on tonight's vlog so would rather keep the majority of people worrying in order to gain from that. They had the option of adding a disclaimer in tonight's vlog to let those who aren't on the support page, nor on Instagram, know that she's been given the all-clear but they've chosen not to - the only explanation for that would be to bring in views for tomorrow. It's disturbing on so many levels.
Sarah appeared more human to me yesterday than she ever has and now I just want to bang her head against a wall and tell her to wake up!!!! If Chris is making these decisions and she's just allowing him to "deal with" the vlogs and their views as he sees fit, despite the affect they may have on people, then she is just as immoral, and potentially dangerous as he is.
I just don't get it... on an emotional level, human level, moral level... on every bloody level... I just don't get it.