Sorry if I waffle on a little bit but I'm just trying to put down in words what's whirling around in my brain while I can.
But how do you change your life for the better?where do you even begin?
My life is utterly miserable and I'm drowning in depression. I feel its things that i would be able to change if i knew where to begin but that's the problem i really dont know how to go about it.
I hate where we live. We do not even have so much as a living space at the moment. I have nowhere to escape to, we have that little room we cannot even have a sofa in the home it's an utter joke. If I'm not sitting on my bed I can not even so much as have a friend round for a coffee.
My husband has a social life hes out several times a week and does as he pleases. I have no access to the car as it's always with him.
My children just cause destruction to anything and everything and the constant teenage arguments just leave me utterly exhausted.
Life isnt all bad although it may sound like I'm throwing one hell of a pity party here but I just absolutely know I need change. I do not know where to start.
Nothing in my home holds any value to me and no amount of binning things brings me any comfort. Is this what a midlife crisis feels like?
But how do you change your life for the better?where do you even begin?
My life is utterly miserable and I'm drowning in depression. I feel its things that i would be able to change if i knew where to begin but that's the problem i really dont know how to go about it.
I hate where we live. We do not even have so much as a living space at the moment. I have nowhere to escape to, we have that little room we cannot even have a sofa in the home it's an utter joke. If I'm not sitting on my bed I can not even so much as have a friend round for a coffee.
My husband has a social life hes out several times a week and does as he pleases. I have no access to the car as it's always with him.
My children just cause destruction to anything and everything and the constant teenage arguments just leave me utterly exhausted.
Life isnt all bad although it may sound like I'm throwing one hell of a pity party here but I just absolutely know I need change. I do not know where to start.
Nothing in my home holds any value to me and no amount of binning things brings me any comfort. Is this what a midlife crisis feels like?