caitlinbullen
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I'm sure I'm not the only one who questions myself occasionally thinking "Am I being un-kind? Is it nice to take such pleasure in her potential misfortune?"
I was reflecting on it this morning but do you know what I can honestly say that if she wrote a post that said, for example, that they had found the Disney Park stressful, she really struggled with the lack of routine, she was questioning her decision to come and had been in tears since the travel ban was communicated etc., I would honestly be the FIRST person on here saying that I felt for her and really hope they all get back ok. I really would! She is SO frustrating in the way that she thinks no one can see that her whole online persona is a bit of an act,a publicity machine!!
Conclusion? While she continues to present this fake-ass account of their lives, and a disregard for anything but how she is perceived, I will not feel bad at all for hoping that they all have a really crap end to the holiday.
There is nothing more engaging than genuine authenticity and I just don't think she will ever get that. Wouldn't it be amazing if she was just honest....I'd love to see her post more of this stuff....
1. I dislike charity shops-hate the musty smell and just don't like the thought of someone wearing clothes before me. If you want to follow a 'sustainable clothing' account here are some good ones.
2. I hate staying in with the boys and find it boring if I'm honest. Creative play is not my thing. I need to get out every day more for me than them if I'm honest. It's something I'm working on. I'm a great Mum in loads of other ways though.
3. I have a disordered relationship with food. SW worked for me for years, but now I have the boys it just doesn't seem to work as well. Help! I am scared of putting on weight and passing my habits on to the boys. I'm exploring loads of different approaches at the moment so bear with me! I'm certainely not someone to be held up as an 'expert' right now but please hang around if you like to watch me struggle lol.
4. Motherhood is hard and I'm aware that I've been trying to distract myself from some of the harder aspects by focussing too much on my digital creator career. It's easier to focus on this than it is the gut-wrenching possibilty that I might not be the A* Mum I thought I'd be. If I'm more absent from here then please know that I'm prioritisng my boys, their development and my mental health.
If she did more of this kind of stuff she'd 'find her tribe' audience, they'd engage with the real Nicki and she's have more fun and ultimately make more money!
I was reflecting on it this morning but do you know what I can honestly say that if she wrote a post that said, for example, that they had found the Disney Park stressful, she really struggled with the lack of routine, she was questioning her decision to come and had been in tears since the travel ban was communicated etc., I would honestly be the FIRST person on here saying that I felt for her and really hope they all get back ok. I really would! She is SO frustrating in the way that she thinks no one can see that her whole online persona is a bit of an act,a publicity machine!!
Conclusion? While she continues to present this fake-ass account of their lives, and a disregard for anything but how she is perceived, I will not feel bad at all for hoping that they all have a really crap end to the holiday.
There is nothing more engaging than genuine authenticity and I just don't think she will ever get that. Wouldn't it be amazing if she was just honest....I'd love to see her post more of this stuff....
1. I dislike charity shops-hate the musty smell and just don't like the thought of someone wearing clothes before me. If you want to follow a 'sustainable clothing' account here are some good ones.
2. I hate staying in with the boys and find it boring if I'm honest. Creative play is not my thing. I need to get out every day more for me than them if I'm honest. It's something I'm working on. I'm a great Mum in loads of other ways though.
3. I have a disordered relationship with food. SW worked for me for years, but now I have the boys it just doesn't seem to work as well. Help! I am scared of putting on weight and passing my habits on to the boys. I'm exploring loads of different approaches at the moment so bear with me! I'm certainely not someone to be held up as an 'expert' right now but please hang around if you like to watch me struggle lol.
4. Motherhood is hard and I'm aware that I've been trying to distract myself from some of the harder aspects by focussing too much on my digital creator career. It's easier to focus on this than it is the gut-wrenching possibilty that I might not be the A* Mum I thought I'd be. If I'm more absent from here then please know that I'm prioritisng my boys, their development and my mental health.
If she did more of this kind of stuff she'd 'find her tribe' audience, they'd engage with the real Nicki and she's have more fun and ultimately make more money!
