Thank G-Lo, I've always had a problem expressing sadness, it often comes out as anger.Grief is hard. I find my upset or nerves sometimes can come out as shouty, and for me it’s fear but sounds like anger. I’m sure he won’t hold it against you. Be kind to yourself. The run up to the anniversary is difficult. My tabby boy died the day before my birthday. It’s taken a long long time to not fall apart in the run up.
sending lots of love to you
Thor was giving me the fish breath right up close to my face so he's not entirely innocent. Haha.