Nicole9Volt
Chatty Member
Hey guys, I need to catch up, but wanted to say something real quick to Asa…
Dear Asa,
I know that both you and Cilla are not “book smart” by any means. Whatever, fine… but I’m going to teach you something to say about the human brain we’ve developed. I promise not to use big words….
So, there is a part of our brain that is sometimes called the “reptilian” part. This part of the brain controls our most basic feelings and reactions. Life and death type of stuff. We as humans still need that part of the brain, because it helps protect us from danger. If something is chasing us, we automatically know it’s not good and should run. If the milk smells bad, we know that smell is not a good thing, so (most of us lol) won’t drink it. If we walk towards fire, and we feel it’s hot, we do not walk forward…
They also cause reactions. Natural, animal, reactions to things that we have no control over… you see someone you find attractive, you get that little warm feeling in your belly… can’t help that, it’s a natural reaction we have developed in our brain to help us recreate..
When we get seriously physically hurt, we cry.. it just happens.. evolutionary wise, it shows we are in distress and need assistance…
All these reactions, are
1) Natural in EVERYONE
2) Mostly can not be controlled (we can control what we do with the reaction, but not the reaction itself)
3) Built into us for SURVIVAL reasons…
and….
4) Should not be looked at as anything more (would you shame someone for crying in pain? Not walking into fire? Running from a bear?…. No, you wouldn’t …)
Which brings me to my point in telling you all of this. Because there is another example you don’t seem to understand.
Loud, sudden noises are another thing we are WIRED to react to. Again, reptilian brain, meant to keep us away from danger… a little tribe of people in the woods that are quiet suddenly hear a loud noise coming from behind their camp. If they did not naturally LOOK INTO THE DIRECTION OF THE NOISE, then the bear that’s heading their way gets to maul a few people..
You see where I’m going with this Asa.
I want this to be a “teachable moment” for you…
I see you constantly complaining about “stares”.. at restaurants, or more recently , a completely empty, echoing mall. Now, I will give you this.. I’m sure , I mean I KNOW, there are rude people who honestly stare too long. I have a nose ring, tattoos, and a half shaved colored hair.. I know about nasty, judgement stares.. but they are rare. But your situation is different.
You seem to constantly forget, YOU are used to her EXTREMELY loud noises. You probably even sound them out most the time…
But the public, absolutely is not. You could be the most “autistic aware” person in the world.. but if you are in a quiet mall, and suddenly a shockingly loud “HOOONK” or yell comes from 10 feet behind you… You WILL TURN TO LOOK IN THE DIRECTION OF THE LOUD UNNATURAL NOISE! Jesus Christ.. why do I feel like I have to break this down so small for you to fricken understand.
Let’s also add the fact that Abbie is in her late teens.. almost adult.. She’s not a baby. So when she is throwing a tantrum, flailing her arms , jumping up and down and BAWLING in a restaurant… people WILL look because (again… reactive brain) she seems in distress… Most of them look out of worry over what is wrong. YOU see and hear this every day.. others do not.
This is double true for children.. when they are young, they are curious.. I’ve had kids stare at me from the time I go into a store, to the time I leave.. I don’t go right to blaming the parents for not teaching etiquette.
Also, something I don’t think you have EVER taken into consideration, is the fact you bring HUGE RECORDING equipment EVERYWHERE.. several cameras, go pro on your head, mic…and you keep it pointed directly at your IDD daughter. You ever think they might be, I don’t know, staring at you? Wondering why you’re recording your daughter crying? I specifically remember a video where y’all went to the post office and complained about people looking.. THEY WERE MOSTLY LOOKING AT YOU BECAUSE YOURE IN LINE AT THE POST OFFICE WITH RECORDING EQUIPMENT..
Do you EVER think? Like, at all? You ever ask the strangers at the post office if it’s cool to get their whole ass and face on camera?
So it’s time to stop Asa. Stop it with the “they don’t seem aware of autism here because when my 17 year old ripped away from me and went screaming and flailing into the pharmacy of a grocery store, a couple of people looked!”
And ESPECIALLY, PERSONALLY FROM ME, STOP with rating your waitress off of how much they interact, or react to Abbie. Stop getting mad when your waitress reacts to getting run over by Abbie as she goes after a different tables food. You have this entitlement over anyone in the service industry and we HATE people like you. You have NO IDEA what that waitress already had to deal with.. drunk dudes.. Karen’s and their “I asked for medium medium rare but not so medium and not so rare”… The princesses and their “I can’t taste the liquor in this! Y’all jipped me!” .. two dollar tips.. (I know your type, and I can just tell you are one of those)
Her job is to be polite and welcoming of course. But when the other tables appetizer comes first, that’s not a personal slight on your daughter. It doesn’t mean they “don’t understand autism”
UGH! Sorry tattlers, I just HAD to get all that out of me. I doubt he’ll read the whole thing but I don’t care. Just had to put this out there.
Dear Asa,
I know that both you and Cilla are not “book smart” by any means. Whatever, fine… but I’m going to teach you something to say about the human brain we’ve developed. I promise not to use big words….
So, there is a part of our brain that is sometimes called the “reptilian” part. This part of the brain controls our most basic feelings and reactions. Life and death type of stuff. We as humans still need that part of the brain, because it helps protect us from danger. If something is chasing us, we automatically know it’s not good and should run. If the milk smells bad, we know that smell is not a good thing, so (most of us lol) won’t drink it. If we walk towards fire, and we feel it’s hot, we do not walk forward…
They also cause reactions. Natural, animal, reactions to things that we have no control over… you see someone you find attractive, you get that little warm feeling in your belly… can’t help that, it’s a natural reaction we have developed in our brain to help us recreate..
When we get seriously physically hurt, we cry.. it just happens.. evolutionary wise, it shows we are in distress and need assistance…
All these reactions, are
1) Natural in EVERYONE
2) Mostly can not be controlled (we can control what we do with the reaction, but not the reaction itself)
3) Built into us for SURVIVAL reasons…
and….
4) Should not be looked at as anything more (would you shame someone for crying in pain? Not walking into fire? Running from a bear?…. No, you wouldn’t …)
Which brings me to my point in telling you all of this. Because there is another example you don’t seem to understand.
Loud, sudden noises are another thing we are WIRED to react to. Again, reptilian brain, meant to keep us away from danger… a little tribe of people in the woods that are quiet suddenly hear a loud noise coming from behind their camp. If they did not naturally LOOK INTO THE DIRECTION OF THE NOISE, then the bear that’s heading their way gets to maul a few people..
You see where I’m going with this Asa.
I want this to be a “teachable moment” for you…
I see you constantly complaining about “stares”.. at restaurants, or more recently , a completely empty, echoing mall. Now, I will give you this.. I’m sure , I mean I KNOW, there are rude people who honestly stare too long. I have a nose ring, tattoos, and a half shaved colored hair.. I know about nasty, judgement stares.. but they are rare. But your situation is different.
You seem to constantly forget, YOU are used to her EXTREMELY loud noises. You probably even sound them out most the time…
But the public, absolutely is not. You could be the most “autistic aware” person in the world.. but if you are in a quiet mall, and suddenly a shockingly loud “HOOONK” or yell comes from 10 feet behind you… You WILL TURN TO LOOK IN THE DIRECTION OF THE LOUD UNNATURAL NOISE! Jesus Christ.. why do I feel like I have to break this down so small for you to fricken understand.
Let’s also add the fact that Abbie is in her late teens.. almost adult.. She’s not a baby. So when she is throwing a tantrum, flailing her arms , jumping up and down and BAWLING in a restaurant… people WILL look because (again… reactive brain) she seems in distress… Most of them look out of worry over what is wrong. YOU see and hear this every day.. others do not.
This is double true for children.. when they are young, they are curious.. I’ve had kids stare at me from the time I go into a store, to the time I leave.. I don’t go right to blaming the parents for not teaching etiquette.
Also, something I don’t think you have EVER taken into consideration, is the fact you bring HUGE RECORDING equipment EVERYWHERE.. several cameras, go pro on your head, mic…and you keep it pointed directly at your IDD daughter. You ever think they might be, I don’t know, staring at you? Wondering why you’re recording your daughter crying? I specifically remember a video where y’all went to the post office and complained about people looking.. THEY WERE MOSTLY LOOKING AT YOU BECAUSE YOURE IN LINE AT THE POST OFFICE WITH RECORDING EQUIPMENT..
Do you EVER think? Like, at all? You ever ask the strangers at the post office if it’s cool to get their whole ass and face on camera?
So it’s time to stop Asa. Stop it with the “they don’t seem aware of autism here because when my 17 year old ripped away from me and went screaming and flailing into the pharmacy of a grocery store, a couple of people looked!”
And ESPECIALLY, PERSONALLY FROM ME, STOP with rating your waitress off of how much they interact, or react to Abbie. Stop getting mad when your waitress reacts to getting run over by Abbie as she goes after a different tables food. You have this entitlement over anyone in the service industry and we HATE people like you. You have NO IDEA what that waitress already had to deal with.. drunk dudes.. Karen’s and their “I asked for medium medium rare but not so medium and not so rare”… The princesses and their “I can’t taste the liquor in this! Y’all jipped me!” .. two dollar tips.. (I know your type, and I can just tell you are one of those)
Her job is to be polite and welcoming of course. But when the other tables appetizer comes first, that’s not a personal slight on your daughter. It doesn’t mean they “don’t understand autism”
UGH! Sorry tattlers, I just HAD to get all that out of me. I doubt he’ll read the whole thing but I don’t care. Just had to put this out there.