Bit of a long one but need a place to dump this...
1. So grateful for every single A&E and ward staff who looked after me for the entire Friday and early hours of today. I've been so poorly this week thinking I have cold when it's sadly something more complex and serious.
2. Grateful for my mum for coming into the hospital even though I told her not to. I purposely did not give her the ward number because everyone around me was so poorly and she's extremely vulnerable but she asked around and found me.
It warmed my heart so much when I saw her and my sister.
3. Grateful for finally learning today that I don't have many friends who value me and I've tried really hard this year with them but I have received nothing in return. It's a lesson learnt and I want to look after myself next year even if it means being alone. The stress and crying is not worth my health and life being compromised over people who couldn't give a toss about me.