I went to a GP years ago and as my CPSD is due to childhood sexual abuse, they referred me to Rape Crisis.
I attended but I didn't find it very good. We just sat in a room and she asked me how my day was and that was it.
So I stopped after 4 sessions as that's all she did every time.
Years later, during lockdown, I realised how much it was affecting me, that along with other struggles from my childhood/adulthood, anxiety ect so I went back to the doctors and they told me it was all self referral now and gave me a website to go on to self refer. I self referred and their response was basically that they can't help me because they think I need to deal with the childhood sexual abuse and ptsd before I tackle the anxiety and adult issues. So referred me to rape crisis again.
I got put on a 14 month waiting list with Rape Crisis. I did have a few phone call sessions about 6 months in, but they were explaining how to cope with flashbacks whilst I'm on the waiting list. A year and a half went by, still heard nothing. Left it until 20 months. Contacted them and was told they no longer offer counselling for hisotirxal sexual abuse and now focus on current sexual violence.
So I went back to the first place and they said they can't help me still unless I deal with that first but they don't know anywhere else that specialise in historical sexual abuse.
And I gave up
because without paying, which I can't afford, I don't know where else to turn