I do not believe her to be a perfectionist considering the way she is in her vlogs. I could picture her being one growing up. Although now I imagine she has given up and decided to conserve her efforts. Realising from her past that the pressure of being totally invested in one thing is stupid she has learnt to do whatever she likes how she likes it. It has made her jaded and protective of the amount of fucks she can give. She is nice with people because she has to be and likes feeling validated. She has learnt to enjoy meeting up with new people but does not stick with them for long. The only real friends she has are the older ones who know her and stick by her. She is aware that some people just get annoyed by her personality so she focuses on the ones who seek her company. She is vulnerable with only one or two people who she trusts. She loves travelling alone so she can feel free. Youtube is what made her dream come true and she works hard for it. I do not know if she loves it but she has a knack for it. Her content is good for entertainment but probably not something one should look up to. I would love to hear more from flickforbaz about how she really is as a person.
