@Belle Amie everyone wrote such kind words to you above so I won't repeat, but like watermelon said one day your person will come into your life and you will find that happiness. Just remember you don't really know why he is moving, maybe he just has new neighbours who have been driving him crazy. Your friends are a bit mean to not let you talk about something that is bothering you. There is no time frame for 'moving on' just because some people can move on quickly it doesn't mean we all can. Be kind to yourself, we are always here to offload to.
@watermelon sugar aww, it is a big day for both you are mini melon. I remember feeling so lost when my youngest went to play school and I was all alone. But like
@Libbylulu says you'll find your own routine. Don't feel you have to rush around doing things that would be easier with a child in tow - grocery shopping, cleaning etc, sit on the sofa with a coffee watching trashy tv if that helps.
Thank you everyone for your kind words. Today is a new day. Thank goodness.