Chikara Transformations (ilona)

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Besides the gym and cooking average looking food, she has no other personality other than being obsessed with the dogs and calling herself their ‘mummy’ it’s freakin’ weird.
 
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I didn’t want to say this before because it’s not “PC” and probably offensive to other bodybuilders …but whatever, I’m just going to say it.

Does anyone else think she’s bi/gay/possibly a closeted trans (female to male) person?

I don’t actually care if she’s straight or not. I just have to wonder sometimes…why…does she want to look this way and do this to her body? Because this aesthetic and lifestyle is a very intentional choice…and it doesn’t really align with getting pregnant and marrying a macho Bulgarian man lol.

It seems like she’s overcompensating by saying she wants a kid and dating all these random men that she doesn’t even care about. It’s just very contradictory because she seems very into macho Eastern European culture…but she’s like the opposite of that? Idk.


Wow I've never thought about this theory before...it could all very well be true. I've never really heard her stance on other women besides the 400+ pounds ones but I gather she would be the annoying feminist type to advocate for equality in a partnership behind closed doors. I just don't believe she's as "laid back" or "progressive" as she likes to point out to be.

she is very female empowerment and yadda yadda but I can't put my finger on whether she would take it there sexually
 
I didn’t want to say this before because it’s not “PC” and probably offensive to other bodybuilders …but whatever, I’m just going to say it.

Does anyone else think she’s bi/gay/possibly a closeted trans (female to male) person?

I don’t actually care if she’s straight or not. I just have to wonder sometimes…why…does she want to look this way and do this to her body? Because this aesthetic and lifestyle is a very intentional choice…and it doesn’t really align with getting pregnant and marrying a macho Bulgarian man lol.

It seems like she’s overcompensating by saying she wants a kid and dating all these random men that she doesn’t even care about. It’s just very contradictory because she seems very into macho Eastern European culture…but she’s like the opposite of that? Idk.
She has always said she is bi. Unsure to what extent but she has always been semi open about that side of her sexuality.
 
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She has always said she is bi. Unsure to what extent but she has always been semi open about that side of her sexuality.
She has made comments in videos about being bi. I don't know whether she has a ever had a relationship with a woman though.
 
I didn’t want to say this before because it’s not “PC” and probably offensive to other bodybuilders …but whatever, I’m just going to say it.

Does anyone else think she’s bi/gay/possibly a closeted trans (female to male) person?

I don’t actually care if she’s straight or not. I just have to wonder sometimes…why…does she want to look this way and do this to her body? Because this aesthetic and lifestyle is a very intentional choice…and it doesn’t really align with getting pregnant and marrying a macho Bulgarian man lol.

It seems like she’s overcompensating by saying she wants a kid and dating all these random men that she doesn’t even care about. It’s just very contradictory because she seems very into macho Eastern European culture…but she’s like the opposite of that? Idk.
I can see why you'd think that, but I have a different opinion on that point. I think it's a weird expression of some serious "not like other girls" internalised misogyny.

She needs to be superior to other women in some way. This is her way.

I follow a lot of female bodybuilders and powerlifters. I do powerlifting too. You get a whole range of personalities in those sports. The common thread among the ones that look happy doing it is that they think it's fun and they like to compete.

I don't actually think Ilona likes bodybuilding or powerlifting anymore, if she ever did. She just gets off on being "better" than the average woman and having an outlet for ED behaviour.
 
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I can see why you'd think that, but I have a different opinion on that point. I think it's a weird expression of some serious "not like other girls" internalised misogyny.
I agree, she LOVES acting superior to all the people she does commentary videos on. With men she's the ultimate 'pick me' girl.
I don't see a trans angle with her personally, she's often said in the past that she doesn't want to be too masculine (although we can all see that the ship sailed a while ago when she started doing so much gear). I think it's more she funnelled her bulimia into something else, which seems really common in sufferers.
 
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She has made comments in videos about being bi. I don't know whether she has a ever had a relationship with a woman though.
I recall her saying she likes being with a woman in the bedroom but not in a relationship.

I don't think she's closeted female to male. BDD, insecurity, desperate for a man and traditional lifestyle (without truly being a traditional woman).. perhaps
 
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I recall her saying she likes being with a woman in the bedroom but not in a relationship.

I don't think she's closeted female to male. BDD, insecurity, desperate for a man and traditional lifestyle (without truly being a traditional woman).. perhaps
Could also be partly a response to trauma. She's weirdly obsessed with the idea of a man breaking in to her home and her having to fight him off. "I need a man stronger than me, I don't why to be the one who has to fight off an intruder".

I definitely feel like I need to be physically strong as a response to violence I experienced. I don't have much of an attachment to the aesthetics though. I think that's where ED comes in.
 
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Boyfriend is definitely one of the dogs. She did a livestream for the members from the car on their way to the countryside. She kept asking him questions and all he had to say was “well I don’t know” “don’t know” “not sure” “it depends” 😂😂😂
 
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Besides the gym and cooking average looking food, she has no other personality other than being obsessed with the dogs and calling herself their ‘mummy’ it’s freakin’ weird.
She mentioned in the video I watched today she is working on a cookbook? Of what? Steak and blended protein powder? She constantly flexes that she is such a good cook, and she has yet to cook 1 single thing I would want to eat.
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Side note I think she will be pregnant soon
I would be shocked if she isn't actively trying, or purposely not being careful.
 
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She mentioned in the video I watched today she is working on a cookbook? Of what? Steak and blended protein powder? She constantly flexes that she is such a good cook, and she has yet to cook 1 single thing I would want to eat.
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I would be shocked if she isn't actively trying, or purposely not being careful.
Great we can learn how to make slop I mean...cream of rice? And plain rice and pineapple joy
 
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Imagine all the storytime crap you'd get before the recipes 😭😭😭

So here's how you can get a MAN like ME. Did you know I have A MAN? HE'S SO STRONG! I'M SO DAINTY! Me cook! Man lift! Me cook for man so man lift more!!!! Be best wife!!!
 
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She’s a dumb duck and really does not deserve to be a mum. She’s reposting a video how obese parents are more likely to have autistic children. Someone confronted her and she linked a study by the title of which we see that they talk about how autistic children are more likely to be overweight/ obese. Honestly I hope she never has kids, there’s a reason why she can’t keep any man…
 

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She has a cheek to comment on anyone's looks when she presents herself the way she does. Taking 'enhancers' (or whatever she calls them) isn't healthy or good for you either. It's no different to being obese or underweight. How she cannot see she is being totally hypocritical I do not know! And more to the point, why does she care if someone obese has a child?! Is having an autistic child the worst thing in the world? I just don't get her point. I stopped watching her a couple of years ago as she had gone from giving almost light-hearted constructive criticism to being a judgmental bully.
 
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She’s a dumb duck and really does not deserve to be a mum. She’s reposting a video how obese parents are more likely to have autistic children. Someone confronted her and she linked a study by the title of which we see that they talk about how autistic children are more likely to be overweight/ obese. Honestly I hope she never has kids, there’s a reason why she can’t keep any man…
No idea why she is going on about that! Being over 35 puts her children at higher risk of autism, among other things. Why didn't she mentioned that? She's nearly 40. Her pregnancy will be higher risk & higher risk to her child regardless of how healthy she eats
 
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She’s a dumb duck and really does not deserve to be a mum. She’s reposting a video how obese parents are more likely to have autistic children. Someone confronted her and she linked a study by the title of which we see that they talk about how autistic children are more likely to be overweight/ obese. Honestly I hope she never has kids, there’s a reason why she can’t keep any man…

Ooh no I really don’t like that. She’s clearly implying if a child has autism that the mom has failed. Talking about how her baby will be ‘better’ is disgusting.
I don’t think she realises just how much of pregnancy is out of a doctors or parents hands. There’s so much that can go wrong no matter what precautions are taken. No one can guarantee they’re going to have a health pregency.
 
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She’s a dumb duck and really does not deserve to be a mum. She’s reposting a video how obese parents are more likely to have autistic children. Someone confronted her and she linked a study by the title of which we see that they talk about how autistic children are more likely to be overweight/ obese. Honestly I hope she never has kids, there’s a reason why she can’t keep any man…
Her brain is totally ducked. Absolutely nothing has made me want to dodge drugs of any kind more than watching her cognitive decline in real time. It's actually shocking.
 
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