Has anyone ever discussed this? What are peoples thoughts?
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!!I am so sorry if my spelling or punctuation is a bit iffy in this post, I'm very dyslexic ahaha!!
Hello, I'm the girl in the video!
I've got to say seeing my own face on this feed was a bit of a shock, thank you for that incredibly flattering screenshot btw
but thank you all for being so understanding!
I've noticed that this video, after being up for 8 months, is being randomly pushed out again by YouTube (thanks YouTube
) and as you can probably tell I was in an incredibly dark place when I filmed it.
At the time of filming that video I had about 100ish subscribers and never really thought my channel would grow beyond that.
I used to use YouTube like it was a dairy and would literally just say the first thing I was thinking, I've obviously grown since then and know now that I can't just go around saying whatever I want anymore.
Honestly that video makes me cringe so much now but I've left it up because I use my channel to talk openly about maternal mental health as well as show the realities of motherhood and I think that it is important that people see the less glamorous side of things as well.
I do remember reading something about breastfeeding but because I was so emotionally vulnerable it is likely that I had misinterpreted it for hate when possibly it was just criticism or advice. With what was said in Mia's video at the time I just put two and two together and assumed it was meant as hate and I am sorry for saying what I did, I shouldn't have just jumped to a conclusion like that. I am sorry if I've made anyone feel bad or annoyed, that was not my intention!
I can happily say that I am in a much better place now, I've gotten a lot better at editing, my hair isn't that awful shade of red anymore and I'm sorry that this old af video is coming up on your feeds!