PeanutButterCup28

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A guy covered in trashy tattoos, wallet hanging from a chain, tongue pierced, former "punk rock" band member, lived in a van, trespassed many times, banned from 2 theme parks, never came across as "squeaky clean" to me, but to each their own...
 
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My brother died at 51, also of a heart attack. And as I took the dog out for a walk just now I thought to myself, the similarities don't stop there.

My brother was the kind of guy who "meant well", but was very stubborn to the point that it ruined his life. Had an addictive personality, didn't know when to stop, ate poorly, lived lonely and managed to chase away or keep at arm's length many of the good people in his life.

I never realized until now that I recognized this in Adam because I'd seen it before...
 
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Well this is certainly interesting, if true:
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Adam the Woo once threw a big wrench in my life


In 2014 Adam the Woo threw one of the biggest wrenches in my life that put me through a lot of heartache and also financial burden.
I have never come out in the public besides to just friends and family, but one day just out of the blue this reddit page seemed to have found me and to see there’s people out there that think the Woo is a big shit bag so I figured what the hell.
My name is Adam as well. I’m now 38 and I’m from Scranton, Pennsylvania.
Back in 2013/2014 I was a huge fan of Adam the Woo’s. I remember coming across his videos and saying man this guy seems like such a cool person. We aligned when it came to music, urban exploration, we’re both straight edge. There was a time when he was posting live on social media outside of public payphones posting the phone number and his followers would call in and get to talk to him for a minute or two. One day me and my ex wife N. decided to call and he picked up. We talked for a few minutes and he seemed like such a genuine person.
Fast forward to a couple months later. My wife at the time slowly starts distancing herself from me (We have been together for 9 years, married for 3, and have a pretty healthy relationship at the time) This is something I have never experienced before and I was confused and sorta in shock. One day she tells me that we need to go on a break. She tells me I did nothing wrong but she just needs time to focus on herself and get her mental health together. I was hurt that she wasn’t letting me help her, and if I wasn’t the issue why does she needed to go back home and stay with her folks? For almost 9 years we never had any issues. We still stayed in touch and we would see each other weekly and I would ask her to come home and she would always decline. Something was up but when I would simply ask her if there was another man she would get angry with me and tell me no and she was just working on herself.
Months and months go by (lets say roughly 6 months) she’s finally opens up to me and tells me she’s been seeing someone behind my back and in a few weeks she’s moving across the country to California. I knew something was up and honestly was not surprised. She wasn’t revealing who the man was when I first asked. First thing I did was look through her Facebook friends and the funny thing was I passed the guy who it actually ended being. How on earth could it be him? My wife left me for Adam The Woo.
All the trips to visit family when were on a “break” she was actually going on little adventures with Adam behind my back. I can’t hold him responsible for the all bullshit that I had to go through in the year to come (divorcing someone across the country and being stuck with financial burdens). For all I know she could of have been telling him a sob story and that I was a shitty person. She always dreamed of living on the west coast, and I’m an east coast guy at heart. He sweet talked her and turned her into a different person and she took all the bait. I was in touring bands all the years we were together. She’s an attractive women and she has had a lot of advances and she was the most loyal person I knew. I really did trust her and thought the world of her.
For sometime I was in a dark place. Imagine being cheated on and it’s the holiday season. Your home alone and your current wife is being broadcasted having the time of her life on Youtube. Visiting all these cool places with her new lover. Everyone commenting “Its soo cool, Adam found love” “Madam the Woo this” Madam the Woo that” it amplified the pain. She was married to me, and this guy is a homewrecker.
It wasn't fair. These people didn't know the actual story.
There was nothing else to do but pick up the pieces and get my life back together. We divorced and they ended up not lasting (Big surprise). The wrench that Adam the Woo threw into my life ended up being the best thing to ever happen to me. I remarried an amazing person, and we now have a home and a family. Some scars still remain but I found my peace.
Funny story a few years back I was down at Disney World in line at the Carousel of Progress and low and behold he was standing right next to me. I froze up and my heart started to race. 27 year old me would of knocked his lights out after the crap he put me through. But at the time 34 year old me just looked at him for a second and started to laugh. He looked like shit!!
Well that’s my story. Life goes on.
Take care everyone.
Adam (Madam the Woos Ex-Husband)
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Finally catching up on all these pages and pages of comments. I just watched bits and pieces. Couldn't stand to listen to all of the speakers in their entirety, not even Tom Wilson. The only one I listed to in full was Tim. At least no one could interrupt him speaking, like Jenn always does.

I started to listen to Justin but then he started w/ the whole "we tried to do our best" and all about the hater comments, etc. and I had to ff through him. No thanks. Heard this all before.

I loved, however, how Justin made the end of the whole friggin Celebration of Life - the very last thing that will stick with people - about HIM.

Woo's dad ended his speech with "the vlog is over."
and then Provost had the family and speakers assemble on stage to say in unison with the crowd - "the vlog is never over."

THEN as they were standing there...Tom Wilson waving to the crowd... Tim looking around nervously...Provost telling people how to exit...others waiting to get off the stage... Justin's big fucking voice BOOMS over the loudspeakers telling everyone to "Now go home and schleep well."

I was like - why in the fuck of all fucks did you HAVE to do that?
That wasn't Woo's line.

That's YOUR line, you motherfucker.
Way to make the END of the event all about YOU. 🖕

And you fucking vloggers wonder why you have threads on Tattle and other places like Reddit, etc. :rolleyes:
 
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Kevin Heimbach video recap (it's a doozy):

Kevin started filming his Adam The Woo tribute vlog back in December before the decorations and the coffee cups were taken down. In fact, I'm shocked he found a moment during a sunny day to record in front of the house when no "fans" or other vloggers were there to pay respects.

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And I know it's an Adam The Woo tribute vlog and Adam would LOVE it and all that, but maybe don't wear the loudest, most obnoxious shirt with cartoon characters dressed for Christmas all over it when you're doing this?

"There's there's a lot to unpack in this video, but I know Adam would want me talking about this and kind of setting things straight so people aren't confused and conspiracies and all this stuff."​

He moves to downtown Celebration (over the past month, the number of Adam-adjacent people walking around Celebration making vlogs who have neverf vlogged in Celebration before must be freaking out anyone who doesn't know much about all of this) and he continues...

Kevin met Adam through "Peter", and I assume he means Peter from Ordinary Adventures but he doesn't specify. Then he talks about when Adam was living in the apartment in Celebration and the lease was ending and he was looking to buy something, even looking out of state, but decided on buying in Celebration.

"I didn't know this until a phone call with Justin last night that Adam was like, "You know what? I'm I'm going to stay in Celebration. I'm going to buy a house. Like my buddy Kevin's there. It's it's going to be awesome." Adam then like moved into my neighborhood, like where, where I live. It was, it was, it was, it was the best. It was like pretty much like living, you know, when you're like growing up and your best friend like lives next door. And like Adam and I hung out and did so many things. I know in the videos it might not seem as big and grand cuz I would feature Adam a little bit in my videos and you know I'd be in his videos a little bit."​

Now it gets kinda weird...Kevin is starting to break down crying and get emotional as he's talking.

"I didn't know this until like this week when everything happened that like I was like, one Adam's like best friends. I thought we were good friends but um I didn't realize I was like one of his best friends."

He didn't know this? He had to be told he was one of Adam's best friends? And who told him this? I bet the person told him this dresses in the same colors as the Hamburglar.

(visual reference for anyone unfamiliar with the Hamburglar)

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"So, Adam was a very private person and he didn't really let too many people like really in into his life. If Adam was out of town, I'm going over there checking checking his house. And I gave Adam this like sense of security to be able to kind of like do those international travels and and like as you know, Adam and I like traveled a lot together, right? And you learn so much about someone when you're like staying in the same room as them and traveling with them."​

Clearly Kevin had a set of keys to Adam's house then, right? But I guess that morning when GiV was trying to meet up with Adam and figure out what was going on, either GiV (and Jim, I guess?) didn't know about Kevin, or Kevin wasn't around/available to get into the house.

"That man is one of the best human beings I've ever met in my entire life. And one of and one of the nicest and most genuine and down to earth people I I'd ever met."​

Sorrowful Kevin:

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Kevin then explains that he's filming this on Christmas Day (which begins to explain the lack of people around).

Remember when Adam learned about mobile order at Starbucks? Well, that was due to Kevin:

"Fun little Adam story. When I had come here, he would just wait in line to order his Starbucks every day. I taught him what mobile ordering was and that kind of like changed his life."​

Here's where it starts to become clear that this video is Kevin's flag in the ground as the post-2020, East Coast Justin. We now move into the "I had a special relationship with Adam and he trusted me" portion of things.

"Adam was so open with me about everything. I literally could ask Adam anything. Any serious topic I'm sure you guys have ever wanted to talk about uh with Adam. I've, I've had that conversation. I just didn't realize how few people Adam uh talked to like that. Um because Adam got burned a lot by different creators and different people, the different troll channels and stuff. So, Adam was just so kind of like paranoid and stressed like, with like who he could trust with info so rumors wouldn't start and conspiracies and like all that. He was just he was so stressed cuz he got he got burned by so many different people, so many sacks of shit within the theme park community. But with me, it was different. It was like Adam knew there was no motive or agenda."​

Why would the most genuine, best, nicest human beings on earth have anything to get burned over? Other than BLAB, who did Adam ever get burned by (and per Adam, they didn't even burn him so much as they just had a disagreement)? Is Kevin referring to getting cut off publicly by Giggles, and appearing less with some other people (like Tim)? How can you get burned by a troll channel? Isn't that the purpose of a troll channel? "A lot of different creators and different people". "A lot". To be "so stressed" over this is...odd.

"Adam surrounded himself with people and friends who were genuinely authentic with people who weren't fake or phony, right? That's a lot of different content creators and people out there. There's a lot of, I would say 99.9% of content creators are like really fake and phony and there's always kind of a motive to use people and everything. And Adam sensed that there was no motive with me and he could really trust me and kind of let down all those, you know, barriers and walls. We talked about everything like there's stuff I will take to my grave um that, you know, Adam and I talked about. He really trusted me and being his like nextdoor neighbor, I really kind of knew his schedule. That was something that was very like sacred to Adam. He didn't want people finding him in, you know, a city or a hotel that he was staying at or things like that because like, you know, different people who watch his videos would like track him down and stuff like that. But I kind of like knew exactly where he was kind of at all times. Strangely as that is because I was his neighbor and I had to know who was coming where and where Adam was going, right, to watch the house."​

So Kevin was Adam's personal assistant and confidant, it seems. Seems much, much closer than Justin in the recent years. Also, why put it like "there's stuff I'll take to my grave"? What's with all the secrets of the greatest, nicest, most wonderful human to ever walk the planet? And 99.9% of content creators are really fake, phony and looking to use people, but somehow ADAM found EVERY SINGLE PERSON who made up the remaining .1% and surrounded himself with them - you know, like Kevin!

Now Kevin goes into the details of December 22, and like I thought, he wasn't available that day to babysit in person:

"Alison and I are uh in New York. I'm flying home. Uh we're on the plane just about to take off. Adam's neighbor messages us and was like, "Someone's been knocking at uh Adam's door from like Germany." She wanted to check if that was like normal. I knew uh German Venice. Uh Mike was going to be in town and staying with Adam for a couple days so they could like do stuff and go to the Disney parks. I was like, "Oh, that's yeah, that's normal." Uh Mike's supposed to be there. German's been knocking on the door now for like 2 hours. And I'm like, "That is not right. Adam's normally up first thing in the morning, especially if he has a friend coming. Adam is not late. He's supposed to pick up a friend or something like that. He's always on time. I'm on the plane and I and I see that Adam hasn't posted yet. And I'm like, "Something's off. This isn't right." And like at this point, we're taking off on the plane now. And it's going to be like 2 hours until we like land. I messaged one of our buddies."​

So the neighbor didn't know GiV was supposed to be there, they had to check with Adam's personal assistant, Kevin, while he's on the road. And then the more Kevin heard from the neighbor, the more he realized something was up, and he texted Jim. Then Kevin says they called the cops, all that, cops couldn't do anything, and left.

"So, like the police left and I was I said to our buddies, I was like, "Dude, you got to get a ladder. You got to like climb up there. You got to make sure Adam's okay." And uh and he he gets up there and you know, he's he he gets up to the third story balcony. Adam is in bed. So, they call 911 and they uh you know, they they knock down the door to get in uh to to get Adam."​

Amazing how GiV told the whole story and never mentioned Kevin, so Kevin could tell the story. And now the ladder was Kevin's idea, somehow. Until now it was portrayed as GiV, Jim and the neighbor happened to see some workers with a ladder and got the idea that way.

Kevin is VERY careful to mention how happy Adam was, that he was the happiest he'd been in "a year", and also wants to rule out anything else:


"I just want to say like Adam does not drink. He does not do any drugs besides lots of caffeine. So there there was nothing fishy that happened with with Adam. Everything was locked. His place is like Fort Knox. No one no one was getting in. He passed away just in his bed."​

He's getting emotional again now...

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It's really hard to take seriously with the Rugrats, etc. on the shirt, visually - it just is, man. I'm sure it's genuine, but...

"So Adam kind of informed me and kind of Justin if something was to happen to him, where stuff is, how he kind of wanted stuff done. But that's why I really haven't posted anything online. I know a lot of people have been like asking me, but I've been kind of like dealing with all of that, helping the family, kind of like what Adam um wanted done."​

Again confirming he is East Coast Justin, and by the virtue of being much closer physically, he's really numero uno. I'll get into the "where stuff is, how he wanted stuff done" part is a bit.

"So, when they had to get into Adam's house, they had to forcibly get in. They have to like bust out the whole door. The first night, about every hour, I was like all night just going by to make sure nothing was going on. Um because I had to talked to the the uh our like manager of uh the property. I talked to Adam's family about the whole situation. And then I had to like replace the door cuz pretty much what they do is they just close the door and that's it. There's no signs. There's no nothing stopping anybody from entering. Me and some of Adam's other buddies, we all like got together to install a new door at Adam's house so everything is safe and protected so the family doesn't have to stress."​

I wouldn't have just gone by every hour...a lot can happen between visits like that. Adam's pals should have rotated guard duty at that broken door until it could be replaced, and I'm being serious.

I really don't know enough about the beginnings of YouTube and what creators were the first to do certain genres, or main driving force behind genres early on. But Kevin seems to think Adam created (not moved forward or helped make more popular, but CREATED) the following:


  • Filming Location videos (Sean Clark was trading VHS filming location videos before YouTube existed)
  • Urban Exploring
  • Filming Haunts
  • Filming Conventions
  • Vlogging Theme Parks
  • Daily Vlogging

Certainly Adam was influential in some of these, but he didn't create any of them and I don't even think he was the number one force behind making any of them super popular. Kevin doesn't even mention van life! But then he says "It all kind of started with Adam and Justin and Tim like a decade plus ago"...so???

He says they were doing it just to connect with people, they weren't doing it to be famous or rich, it was just for the love of it.


"So it's like Adam created so many different sectors of the internet just because it's just the content that he wanted to make."​

He created so many different "sectors of the internet"! Wow!

"And my favorite thing about Adam is just how humble he was. when he would be talking with different people and interacting with people he didn't care about a subscriber count who they were if they were famous Adam treated every single person equally and the exact same."​

I know some on this forum have experienced being treated exactly the same by Adam as the way Adam treated Nerd Locations, Kevin and BC DeLorean, right? I know you have. No difference at all.

"Even people that Adam didn't really like care for he treated so kindly and there's so many stories that I have of Adam of just like his kindness and generosity to so many people just was there for anyone at any time Adam would drop everything and be there for you and there's very few people like that in the world and I I wish everybody was more like Adam cuz he would do he was just so great. He was so great."​

I'm waiting patiently for a specific example of Adam, when Adam was in the middle of doing something important to Adam, where he "dropped everything" and was "there for you". When? When did Adam ever leave anywhere and say "I gotta get home to help a friend", or "I gotta get to SoCal to help a friend" when it wasn't already conveniently working for his schedule. What about when his dad was in the hospital and he didn't leave SoCal? I mean, we have eyes and ears and there is NO evidence. If it's true, mention it!!!

About the last video:


"One of the things that Adam and I kind of like talked about was like Adam would want every single video posted that he filmed. He wanted to share his life with the world and share his life with the internet. There is a final video that Adam did film on December 21st. I have it in my possession. I've been talking with the whole family about the whole process. Hopefully eventually, I know Adam would have loved to see his final kind of video posted. Maybe one day that'll be released, but I know a lot of people were asking about that. So, that's one of the things I kind of wanted to talk about. It's been edited. It's safe and and secure."​

So here are my comments and questions on this:

  • Kevin says it's been edited, but does not say by who. Adam would do editing before he went to bed, not just in the morning when he got up. And when someone (GiV) was coming early to meet him, he could have edited most of not all of the footage he had and just had it ready to go, all he had to do was wake up and post it. So who edited the last video - was it Adam? Was it Kevin? Was it someone else? Was it a combination?
  • In the Justin/Rev. Jim video, Justin says he's not going to show him how to format the sd card in Adam's camera because there might be something on it they don't want to lose, and they clearly discussed not being able to get into Adam's phone or laptop. So how did Kevin get the vlog footage? This leads me to believe that Adam the version of the last vlog that Kevin has was edited by Kevin or someone else, but not by Adam, and Kevin grabbed it off the sd card at some point between Dec 22 and Dec 25th when he filmed this. I have a hard time thinking he took the time to edit Adam's vlog during those days, but maybe. This dovetails with Justin saying in an early rambling video that there is a last vlog and it's safe. But then why would Justin be concerned about formatting the sd card, he knows Kevin got the footage and "it's safe and secure"?
Kevin now takes things to a ridiculous level, it's like he's describing Jesus...

"I think each person who interacted with Adam, Adam changed that person a little bit. So, it's almost like there's a little bit of Adam in in everyone."​

He goes on and on about Adam's vast influence upon millions and millions of people and all the creators he influenced, at one point saying:

"It was like Adam was almost like a planet and all these different creators were almost like orbiting Adam."​

He uses the term Wooverse and says:

"We all became friends because of Adam. So many people's closest friends happened because of Adam. That's because Adam was again just so humble and wanted to connect everybody together. He loved people who made art and he loved people who were just like genuinely them and not fake and phony. One of my favorite things is when we'd be at like conventions and stuff, he'd buy these t-shirts and I'm like, "When are you going to wear that t-shirt?" He was always like, "I want to support the artist."​

Right, because the majority of t-shirts he bought were from small artists or independent creators - no, they were from giant conventions or giant corporations!!!! Oh these people were just so blind, they believed anything he tossed out. Kevin, who probably prides himself on being able to spot a con artist and thinks himself worldly, buys it hook, line and sinker just like Sofie. For all Kevin talks about knowing about Adam, I'll bet he didn't know about Sofie.

How about just giving them the money and not taking the t-shirt? That supports them and doesn't waste the t-shirt, if it's really not about just mindlessly collecting t-shirts (which is what it was about).


"And Adam didn't take handouts, he didn't take freebies, he didn't do the media route, he didn't do like the corporate route. He was just a hardcore just like punk rock YouTuber. Adam through and through. You're not going to get him to change his mind on anything. He didn't want any brands to, you know, like affect his thoughts about something. He was just brutally honest. I think that's one of the reasons why Adam and I really got along because like again like we didn't give a Adam never wanted to like lie to you guys about stuff. He just wanted to show you his unfiltered view of an experience or the world."​

Kevin even buys into Hardcore Punk Rock Adam, lol!

Then the video skips to Jan 1st and Kevin is documenting the "shrine" for posterity before they take it down. He includes the footage of Darth Vader showing up at the house. He also put in footage of "Santa" showing up on Christmas Eve to pay his respects:

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Justin makes an appearance to give the tally of 180 bouquets of flowers and 82 disposable coffee cups

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Then the video skips to much more recently, and Kevin finishes things off with these items:

"I just want to let you know the most important thing in Adam's life was his family. His family is in a good spot right now. They have a great support system around them."​

So no GoFundMe or anything anymore? Did people alert Jimmy Mulligan that they are ok?

"When it came to Adam, I always told him this. I was like, "Dude, you are the true real life Forest Gump." Adam went to so many different historical events, influenced and changed so many people's lives, and he did it with his own originality."​

"Alison had this moment, it's like a mind-blowing moment where she truly figured out Adam, and it's awesome. So she was like, "Adam is the punk rock Mr. Rogers." And then everything clicked."​

Then he inserts a clip of Adam talking about Mr. Rogers:

"Mr. Rogers had a huge impact, still does, not only on my personal life, but also the way I present entertainment. Even the most drunkard beer swilling sailor pirate hooligans gnarly tattooed bearded overweight biker in the world loves Mr. Rogers. Who doesn't? And his content his content speaks for itself. So I try to model myself after that."​

Yes, I remember the many times Fred Rogers would tell his detractors to Fuck Off, and ran around Europe with a hidden lady friend he was leading on, while romancing a lady at home, and many other ladies in other places he went. Won't you be mine, indeed?

Edit to add: Just like Justin, Kevin says multiple times that there will be more to talk about concerning Adam in the future
 
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Well I will say that one of Adam's legacy's will be me paying significantly more attention to my own health. I have made an effort in the last few years and lost 25kgs - I ate well and went to the gym regularly. However the last six months or so has seen me slipping back into old habits - eating poorly, skipping the gym. I have been putting off an annual Dr's visit due to slightly raised blood pressure.

Not any more.

I hope that Adam's passing has been as much of a wake-up call to several YTubers as it has been to me.
 
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Daphne has posted a video. She clearly states any $$ made would go to Adam’s family.
From her SM posts I think she’s really struggling.
 
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I liked Adam. In fact, I really liked Adam. In fact, I still like Adam, and his memory will live on.

Years ago, I would watch his vlogs every day. He took me along to all sorts of interesting places, many of which I had never heard of before -- others I knew well but got to see from a different perspective in his videos.

The pandemic was truly a difficult time, and we all handled it differently. It clearly took a great toll on Adam since it fundamentally changed his routine. No longer could he visit theme parks, attend conventions, or even find interesting tourist traps to highlight. He resorted to staying overnight at hotels within walking distance of his home and doing reviews of fast food items from the McDonald's parking lot.
Even when things began opening up again, you could tell that something had changed in him.

That was when I stopped watching regularly. I was struggling with my own mental health during the pandemic, and I just did not find his videos to be compelling viewing. I still checked in regularly -- just not every day.

I started looking back at some of his "back catalog" at that point -- rewatching some of my favorite videos or favorite places. That really contrasted the change in his style and content.

As much as I'd snark on him, I never became a "hater" -- I felt more like a parent of an underachieving child. I knew what he was capable of, and I became frustrated that he was no longer doing that. I wasn't mad; I was just disappointed. I knew he was capable of doing so much better. As a result, I just couldn't watch at all anymore.

I found a community of people here who felt the same way I did. It was hard to articulate how: "I like this guy but not what he's currently doing." and you all helped me to see that. It was fun to analyze his videos and his thought process with you all.

I hope that he found joy in his international travel this year -- especially his most recent multi-country trip. What a way to go out, having just seen some amazing things and doing what you love.
And I hope that his friends and family find peace. Losing a loved one is always terrible. It's even harder when that loss is sudden and unexpected. And when it happens around the holidays, it's another level of tragic. Nothing can be said or done to make things right for them again, and they will constantly live their lives with an Adam-sized hole in their hearts.

I have some long flights in my near future, and I intend to cue up some of Adam's best older videos to watch in the air. I want to remember him when he was at his best.
And I have my little pin from his "send me a self-addressed stamped envelope, and I'll send you pins and stickers" debacle, so I think I might pin it to my jacket for a few days as a tribute.
 
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@dirtnap101 how are you doing? Adam was a big part of your life.
Thank you for asking, but don't worry about me! I got some good exercise shoveling snow today (thanks Adam wherever you are! 😉 ) so I didn't have to hit the weights, I'm off work these two weeks, I gamed with my son for a few hours, I'll be spending Christmas with my family, so everything is pretty amazing in my life and I'm very lucky and that's what I'm focused on, always. As for what to watch at lunch going forward, I have a lot of tv and movies on my list.

Not to say this hasn't affected me, of course it has...there was a post today in the other place that I liked quite a bit that probably sums it up for me with a title about "being conflicted". It's sad when anyone dies, of course, and I wish Adam was alive today (but I was personally far sadder about Rob Reiner, actually). It's been a long time since I enjoyed any of Adam's work, I didn't even like the Large Marge days too much and I think many here look back on those fondly. So I'm not going miss the content, that's for sure. I've made it clear I didn't think he seemed like the greatest human (but still would like him to be alive!!!), although you wouldn't know it from the outpouring from his friends and the way they are talking about him, so what do I know - I only know what I saw in the videos, so that's what I use to form an opinion.

I'm sad because Adam could've been so much more in my estimation, and I was angry and annoyed at him for not living up to the potential. I said it a bit in a previous post, but there is an Adam in my mind that could've been truly happy, healthy, still as a YouTuber, but leading a more balanced life with, IMO, better content.

To paraphrase Taylor Swift, I might be the problem. Maybe it's me who needs to come to terms with this idea:

Everything that made Adam what he is - both good and bad, can't be separated and it just was what it was and couldn't even be anything else. What I mean is, if he could adjust to only doing 4 vlogs a week to give himself a more balanced life, or hired an editor to help him improve the quality of his videos, or was open to suggestions from other people about anything really important to his core being...he'd probably still be working in the feed store and never would've made it on YouTube (even if it was being in the right place at the right time that was a major factor).

A balanced life was never in the cards for Adam and I'm a fool for thinking or even dreaming it to be possible. And a fool for being angry at him for not seeing what I saw...

I envisioned the possibility of "balanced Adam", but I think maybe Adam knew that "balanced Adam" just couldn't exist, and he was as happy as he knew how to be. "Balanced Adam" was, sadly, impossible.


I don't know, I hope I'm making sense, but this is something that only occurred to me after watching Justin's vlog tonight, so if you watched that then what I'm saying might make a little more sense.

I don't know when that final vlog will be published, but I did think of a little "tribute" I'd like to make to Adam on Christmas Eve...just a couple of pictures, nothing big, but things I saw today in my life as I prepared for Christmas that made me think of him.
 
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dirtnap101

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And even if it was something preventable, does it matter? Is it still not tragic?
I don't think anyone here has suggested that these are mutually exclusive. Of course it's tragic.

Mourning isn't for the dead, it's for the living, and if using Adam - a guy who never went to the doctor and clearly looked unhealthy - as an example to others still alive helps someone escape tragedy, I'm all for it.
 
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This guy just pisses me off to no end.

I've got so much shit going on in my life, as does all of y'all, and the most this asshole has to worry about is rushing home to ride Space Mountain and staring longingly at the fucking Mickey Power Pole while concurrently thinking up his latest snark response to someone's comment on his fucking YT channel - the very people who made him the ridiculous, undeserved money he has today, regardless if "consistency" was what got him there.

Fuck him and fuck YouTube for making these do-nothing, asshole vloggers a shit ton of money for contributing jack fucking shit to society.

Yeah, I'm salty today.
 
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Well, I might recap that. But I am NOT doing this one....

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GTFO with this ghost Adam in the thumbnail, is he serious????
 
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