I get the impression with zoe that perhaps the novelty of being an “influencer” has worn off, she left her job didnt she to do it and it feels like she doesnt massively enjoy the fitness stuff / goes through phases with it so struggles to actually fill her days with things and that is recently reflecting in the vlogs. She has such a lovely life (as far as we see) but seems to lack a lot of umph and would maybe benefit from having more structure. Or maybe i am wrong
Think this is exactly it. All her friends who she seems to be obsessed with (fern, Lydia, Saskia) all have jobs & commitments and full lives and manage to do their fitness and content bits on the side (bar fern who is private) whereas zoe seems to live a very nothing-y existence in comparison. I’m sure them girls probably look at Zoe’s life with envy sometimes when they’re trying to make it to Friday with their sanity intact like the rest of us

, trying to meet deadlines and keep all the plates spinning etc. but there is ALOT to be said for what having a consistent, fulfilling job (that you’ve wanted or worked for) where you’re needed, valued and you make a difference (to your team/colleagues/students/clients/patients not bringing about world peace lol) does for you subconsciously more than anything probably. Self esteem/self worth (which she is lacking a lot at the min), socialisation, routine, stimulation, freedom, confidence etcetcetc