I honestly completely get it. And you feel so stupid saying you're not good at taking pills but I think it's more common than you think!
Vitabiotics are about the size of what the pill used to be for me - I think there might be a pic on their amazon listing so if you struggle with that at all then I would just get the sprays better you do as they work really well tbh.
Im fine with the little pills now but anything too big and I can't do it - which seems stupid as I can shove a load of food in no problem at all