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Lil_Brissy

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Link to previous thread: https://tattle.life/threads/tiffany-thinks-54-keep-calm-and-go-to-lourdes.52626/
With thanks to @SarahN for her thread title suggestion combined with @ladyt7087's idea. Kudos to you both!

Well the proverbial has hit the fan on the TT channel. Not only is she having voice issues, and breathing issues, but her latest CT scan has shown that the mass in the neck area has grown. So while the nodule in the rib/lung area has remained stable, the neck mass has grown quite substantially since the previous CT which wasn't all that long ago. That means the end of her trial, a PET scan being scheduled, a mould fitting done ready for daily radiotherapy. Interestingly she didn't appear as distraught with this news, as she has previously. We all remember the "I'm not going to make it" video. The good news is we are now spared any further Baxter removal videos, yayy!
Okay, the news was bad, and she felt she needed to seek solace in the hospital chapel. However, why would any normal person who had received upsetting news like she had, deliberately film themselves opening the chapel door, and then take time to set up the camera in the chapel, focusing it on a pew, and then sit down and look heavenward while the camera was rolling? Okay, she was upset, but how many of us, on receiving such horrible news, would deliberately grab the camera to video themselves praying in the chapel? Answer: Tiffany does. She loves taking her camera in church and making sure she has it in the right position to film herself praying.

Still, the clicks shot up faster than one of Space X's rockets. 150K views in next to no time, and almost 3,400 comments. It's clearly obvious that there's a multitude of what they term 'death watchers' who hang out for such aptly named videos on a cancer influencer's channel. Her normal views sit at around 75K to 90K. Her comments tend to range from a few hundred to maybe 1500 maximum. However as soon as there's a dramatic title the numbers go up substantially. That means more $$$.

Regarding her results, she made a point to mention that she'd told the doorMatt, her sister and a few friends about them, however did not tell her mother because she didn't want her mother to have a bad night's sleep that night. What about when she told her mum the following day though? Her mum would have still had a lousy night's sleep, why prolong it? The worst though, was the following video she made which clearly showed her mother looking quite distraught, obviously still trying to deal with the news that her youngest daughter's cancer had not responded to the trial. Why on earth would you deliberately aim the camera to show your poor mother's face while yabbering away? Give the poor woman some privacy, she's your mother, not there to be used as a prop for clicks and views. She received a lot of critical comments from her viewers because of how she flaunted her mother on that video, of course they were removed. Of course the usual blue hearts and prayer warriors flooded her comments and there were the usual pleas for her to try Ivermectin and to stop eating sugar. And of course one of her chief henchmen, well, henchwoman actually, has responded to most of the critical comments made. No sign of the Fluffyfox for a while with her 'block and delete'.

Meanwhile her voice is causing issues and her speech therapist has given her some exercises to do and advised steam inhalations etc. Whether or not they will be of benefit I don't know.
Her breathlessness is a concern, to the point where she felt she couldn't go with the doorMatt into the supermarket because she was so short of breath. Although she was able to push herself enough to do some clothes shopping for herself. Things to wear on all the picnics they are going to have during summer. She allowed the doorMatt to purchase a pair of socks for himself, complete with the infamous WGT blue stripe.
I wonder what she bought for her chief chauffeur and cook, her mother?
She's looking forward to wearing some of her new clothes on picnics. Picnics like the one she recently enjoyed with the doorMatt and friends where they dabbled in art. Apparently some of the paintings may be displayed at the Louvre.

She's really in need of some counseling, she's obviously struggling at times and could do with some. If she doesn't want to use the services offered by the Royal Marsden, then why not try BetterHelp? After all, she did endorse their services, saying how wonderful and convenient they were. Surely she wouldn't have allowed them to sponsor her video if she didn't actually use their service? How else would she know what great counselors they have?
At the very least she could always try a Life Coach. Hmmm, now who could we suggest??

I agree with many people who say that she really doesn't seem to comprehend what stage 4 cancer is, and certainly, not her own journey. With the watch and wait saga back in the days before her PE, she was of the hope that maybe her cancer would disappear. Remember her discussion with her mother when the doctor was unable to get a biopsy of her rectal cancer they were of the opinion that maybe it was because there was no longer any cancer there. And she refused mop up chemo after her PE surgery and again after her lung ablation surgery. Because she felt she'd had enough chemo prior to the PE op, and she didn't like the side effects, especially the neuropathy. She's still waiting for the cancer to be gone. Is there ever going to be a wedding? I've seen/read about many cancer patients who have married when they are stage 4. Emily Hayward was one, Jade Goody was another. Is she waiting to be declared 'cancer free'?

So now, next on the agenda is the PET scan. To check if there's further disease elsewhere that's not been detected by the CT scans. No doubt she'll string out the results for that.
She's been wearing just that grotty old back headband and while showing glimpses of her bald head, aside from a few strands of hair left, she makes mighty sure that she doesn't allow her viewers to see her without the headband. Or even worse, wearing her overpriced, tacky merch baseball cap.

Otherwise it's pretty much rinse and repeat.
 
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Ginnyreturns

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Wow come on today to see what is up and see this derogatory comment about me. Frankly I don't even know where it came from...not a poster I see often. An attempt at humor? Almost troll like behavior? Over the years there have been a couple of people that I have blocked on TL and will do the same here. I do appreciate the support posts. Thank you! Most here are smart enough to ignore posts if they find them stupid or offensive and the discussion here is usually high level.
Amazed that this happened to you! You're one of us Original Members and your posts have always been really interesting and informative.
 
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Turaj

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I agree. I love @Turaj's posts here.
Wow come on today to see what is up and see this derogatory comment about me. Frankly I don't even know where it came from...not a poster I see often. An attempt at humor? Almost troll like behavior? Over the years there have been a couple of people that I have blocked on TL and will do the same here. I do appreciate the support posts. Thank you! Most here are smart enough to ignore posts if they find them stupid or offensive and the discussion here is usually high level.
 
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penelope92

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7 minutes in and it's so obvious she's just babbling to herself to distract herself from the weight of this PET scan. Literally 95% is regurgitation of things she's repeated countless of times...what happens when she gets a PET scan, she doesn't like eating breakfast, she's radioactive and can't be with children or pregnant women for hours after, the merch shilling...make it stop.

Also I love how she acts oblivious that she doesn't know what will happen if the PET scan lights up in another area. Didn't she say during that appointment she went with her 'mama' that the oncologist explained everything clearly to her, all the options, etc.

The thoughts about what will happen to her are getting intrusive now. They're getting harder to block out. That's why we get the manic babbling, the multiple angles, the droning of the mundane hospital procedures. It may also be why she's uploading regularly now--the video editing gives her something to do at home. She's spending so much energy on her denial rather than living. Sad.
 
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Lil_Brissy

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I wonder how long she'll make her viewers wait for the PET scan results?
Will her mother or the doorMatt go in with her for those?
I have a feeling that the results won't be good. For her sake I hope I'm wrong, but the breathlessness and increased pain she's getting give me that impression.
 
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Lil_Brissy

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Thank you for the new thread, Lil Brissy! I really enjoyed your summary. You are so clever in your writing, and you always make me lol
Thanks to those who helped select the title as well, I love it!
Thank you!
I hope that TS is okay. She was working on a video according to a comment she made a month or so ago, but nothing since. Maybe she's run out of material for her videos? I noticed there's still a couple of trowels there who are still disbelieving that TiFanny has cancer, that it's all faked, that she's being treated for Crohns, that she's wearing something on her head to make it look as though she's bald. I shake my head at those kind of comments.

I snagged these comments yesterday which is just as well as they have vanished now.
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These are from the one comment and the responses to it.

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Ginnyreturns

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I don't often watch now, just flick through on fast from time to time, unfortunately landing this time on a pile of white junk bread, some crisps and tomato ketchup. But what I did see was a real decline in Tiffany's appearance and voice. Also the lack of Matt and Amma - the latter I expect is being shielded by Tiffany, although God knows why as of all people her mother should be fully versed and there to support her. The lack of Matt is no surprise whatsoever. You can see he mentally checked out some time ago, not that he was ever very mentally checked in. He doesn't want the ugliness of cancer doing its thing. He just wanted a giggly girl to go out to Nando's with and play stupid games with. Sadly things are deteriorating now.
 
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c.sabatier

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Tiffany will say her PET scan results are fine and move on to radiation. I believe she already knows the results, as usual, before even posting the scan day video. Her videos have a time lag and PET scan results are reported well within 2 days according to RM statistics. Tiffany would not have posted the scan day video unless she already knew the results. This time, the results will be fine enough to proceed with radiation.
If not, I believe she would have disappeared again for two weeks to process bad results.
Note that Tiffany did not say how many sessions of radiation are theoretically planned.
 
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penelope92

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her loved ones slowly coming to the realization that she’s on borrowed time and I think she HATES seeing it, not just because she wants to protect them but because it reminds her that this is real and she can’t block it out.
DING DING DING. You put into words what I've been wanting to say for a long time! It's not about protecting her loved ones, it's about them triggering the truth for her! This is also why she'll never see a counselor or therapist or psychologist. She will do anything to not face her REALITY.
 
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Daisychain4

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Remember, if you know, you know! You know your posts are significant!
Ahhh now that’s the way … “if you know, you know!

You know that the bus has a seat with all your lovely names on them … and you know I am taking you all on the trip of a lifetime!
Bring your swimmers … it’s going to be warm 😜

If you know, you know 🚎🚎🚎 TootToot
 
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Andi6009

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I watch her channel on and off. She’s a good husker, very dramatic, the pity parties are always timed perfectly. I am fascinated by the boyfriend. is this how he imagined spending his youth? What is he late 20s, early 30s chauffeuring his “girlfriend “ to her medical appointments or playing support in her mundane life of cancer charlatan. She strikes me as a giant phony playing on the sympathy of her dimwit followers and boyfriend has the personality of stale saltine cracker. Am I being too harsh?
He is a well seasoned 35/36 year old but he got himself into something as a later 20's, early 30's that he hasn't been able to formally extract himself from.

Others would say - and I don't disagree - that he could have but for other deeper reasons he didn't/doesn't.

So there he is. Allowed to buy socks but spinach is off the table without a whole monologue from her indoors.

And bought himself an apartment for space and the odd whisky in peace, with his good taste in whisky glasses. But no. She moved in and the mother as well and the chilled whisky glasses are now used randomly for ribena.

I don't envy him his eye rolling journey.
 
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LeonorG

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Tiffany will never reveal what people are interested in, which is really just basic stuff about her cancer.
- Did she have or has Crohns
- What were the old tummy surgeries and how do they relate to the cancer
- What about the watch and wait and her announcement that no cancer CELLS were found
 
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BCrowl

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Wow come on today to see what is up and see this derogatory comment about me. Frankly I don't even know where it came from...not a poster I see often. An attempt at humor? Almost troll like behavior? Over the years there have been a couple of people that I have blocked on TL and will do the same here. I do appreciate the support posts. Thank you! Most here are smart enough to ignore posts if they find them stupid or offensive and the discussion here is usually high level.
I’m very sorry that someone would make this derogatory comment to you. I always appreciate your thoughtful posts! ❤
 
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Saydee

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I don't often watch now, just flick through on fast from time to time, unfortunately landing this time on a pile of white junk bread, some crisps and tomato ketchup. But what I did see was a real decline in Tiffany's appearance and voice. Also the lack of Matt and Amma - the latter I expect is being shielded by Tiffany, although God knows why as of all people her mother should be fully versed and there to support her. The lack of Matt is no surprise whatsoever. You can see he mentally checked out some time ago, not that he was ever very mentally checked in. He doesn't want the ugliness of cancer doing its thing. He just wanted a giggly girl to go out to Nando's with and play stupid games with. Sadly things are deteriorating now.
I think you are correct. Matt being by her side and Amma taking time off work so that both could 'look after' her all them years ago. It was the wrong time because now is the time it really matters. I can't even guess just how many trips Matt & Amma have made to and from the hospital.... it does become mentally draining.
A long time ago I said that there will come a time when the hospital becomes second home for Tiffany.... it really is at that point right now. And as symptoms increase, the more Tiffany will be visiting the hospital.

I now notice the sad piano music is back in full swing. Our Princess may be losing against her disease, but she's still got her money making head firmly fitted.
 
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LeonorG

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It really angers me that she does nothing for cancer research. I’m not saying she’s obliged to, and I know she is very ill, but she could at least try and raise awareness with her merch. (Sorry, I think I’ve said this a hundred times but it still winds me up.)
In my eyes, she doesn't even have to do anything for cancer research. She could simply be informative with her videos but she can't even do that. She said she wanted to raise awareness and she has raised none.
 
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Saydee

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Will there be symptoms from daily radiation?
Yes. Her current symptoms will get worse before easing. Tumours swell at the start of radiation. Over symptoms - sore throat, tender skin, hot skin, burnt skin, dry skin, fatigue, nausea. Radiation can be harder than chemotherapy/other cancer treatments.
 
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penelope92

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I think she is insisting on going to the appointments alone so she has time to process and spin whatever her doctors say to her advantage. I mean, there's no way her mom didn't insist on coming to these appointments at least. She doesn't want her mom to see her panicking or crying. She's still spinning the story to her that 'it's not over' and this will be a good treatment option for her and her mom will obviously latch onto the possibility that radiation will cure her.

One thing that stuck out to me was how she mentioned it's when she's inside those scan machines that she cries and has tears flowing down her face. It's the one place she can't yap or distract herself and block things out. If only she knows the only way to beat the emotional storm beating down on her is to go through it, not avoiding it. If only she could face her potential outcomes with some sense of inner peace, instead of all the melodrama, lying, blocking things out, and manic manifesting. It's sad, actually. Her ego prevented her from seeking true support even though she had plenty of opportunities to do so.
 
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Sergoki

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I laffed out loud when she pointed to the pic of the man on the Jason’s sourdough bread and said ‘I wonder if this is Jason’ infact she said it twice 😆
 
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LeonorG

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I don't often watch now, just flick through on fast from time to time, unfortunately landing this time on a pile of white junk bread, some crisps and tomato ketchup. But what I did see was a real decline in Tiffany's appearance and voice. Also the lack of Matt and Amma - the latter I expect is being shielded by Tiffany, although God knows why as of all people her mother should be fully versed and there to support her. The lack of Matt is no surprise whatsoever. You can see he mentally checked out some time ago, not that he was ever very mentally checked in. He doesn't want the ugliness of cancer doing its thing. He just wanted a giggly girl to go out to Nando's with and play stupid games with. Sadly things are deteriorating now.
This is a very interesting analysis of Matt. Yes he probably wanted a simple giggly carefree girlfriend for a while. He probably never imagined that this will continue for this long. In some weak moment he offered to move in and take care of her and he has been unable to get away since. However, he doesn't seem very deep or intelligent and he himself admitted that he doesn't really plan ahead or thinks about the future. He gives milquetoast vibes. At the same time we don't know him, he guards himself quite well (good for him) apart from uttering some medical nonsense here and there.
 
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