hey everyone, not really sure what i'm doing here but my sister suggested I write my feelings somewhere and this is the only place i can find online that's anonymous.
As of 5 weeks ago, I've become a 22 year old widower with an 8 month old baby. I lost my best friend and partner of almost 8 years to postpartum depression and I didn't even know what PPD was until two months after our daughter was born. I'm very much struggling to cope from all angles, with grief, single parenthood, working, sleeping, eating, talking about how I'm feeling, over thinking questions my daughter will ask when shes older, thinking about the fact some day i'll have a teenage daughter with no Mummy to help guide her, im just totally out of my depth and spiralling. I guess I'm looking for some advice on how to cope with grief and the anger im feeling towards my partner for leaving us in this predicament.