Remember those early months when baby would lie on your chest snoozing and you knew there was so much that needed to be done. Washing, cleaning, sorting, bottles, more washing, but baby was so cuddly and warm you would lay there for hours letting the world pass by. Sinead is missing all these moments. I feel sad for her. If she doesnt stop, never mind physically damaging herself, PND could set in. She will be so exhausted. She is missing crucial bonding time. I didnt bond with my first born. I had severe pnd and my family raised them until they were 16 months old. I actually hadnt realised i even had a child. My own life (although was in bad shape) was more important. I missed their first giggle, first smile, crawl, first step, first words. I had more children since and my first born who is 21 now is my beat friend, we are very close but hindsight is 20/20. Sinead if you do read this, please dont miss these precious moments. Go home and get on the sofa and cuddle.