I'm having an odd time at the moment as left my job due to stress 2 months ago. I'm anxious still, but a few days ago my granny's ring disappeared and I honestly think I'm going round the twist about it. I wore it every day and have no idea where it has gone. I've been utterly obsessed about the DIY I'm doing in the garden, on my decking etc and wound up power washing my phone so I've got a metal detector coming next week to see if I washed it into the lawn. I've also booked with A hypnotist to see if I can work out where I put it. But I feel so sad and alone without that ring. I stayed up until 0230 the other night looking for it. I put on a head torch and dug through my compost bin.
I was painting my decking at 2200 last night.
I have therapy and psychiatry booked. I know I'll get another job. I'm very lucky that I got a settlement so I'm ok financially for a while but I feel so lost. To not have that ring feels the end of the world. I hate the fact I can't cope with this. I hate how low it has brought me.
Sorry for the selfish rant. Please share happy stories of lost items. Perhaps I could cope better if I had hope
I was painting my decking at 2200 last night.
I have therapy and psychiatry booked. I know I'll get another job. I'm very lucky that I got a settlement so I'm ok financially for a while but I feel so lost. To not have that ring feels the end of the world. I hate the fact I can't cope with this. I hate how low it has brought me.
Sorry for the selfish rant. Please share happy stories of lost items. Perhaps I could cope better if I had hope