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Thankyou for all your responses, you've been so helpful! I got this news on Thursday morning and have still not been able to stop crying and my emotions are all over the place, so I have a counselling session tomorrow, I know that I've not been told I can't have children but that's seriously how it feels at the moment. I just hope my referral doesn't take too long so I don't have to wait a long time for next steps, if it does I will have to look into the costs of seeing somebody privately. I think it is making it harder I am on placement at the moment (I am a student paediatric nurse) on the Neonatal intensive care unit, which although I love and its the specliaity I want to go into, is so hard seeing the new born babies all on their own with no parents that visit, I have rang in sick today because of this but hope its something I learn to separate emotionally, especially while I don't really know what this diagnosis really does mean for me conceiving.