I have really bad depression and anxiety, I majorly struggle to leave the house and I’ve been having suicidal thoughts and self harming. I live with my fiancé in the south, but he is a key worker and works 13/14 hour shifts and only gets 1 day a week off. I’m not allowed a bubble, because I’m not a single person household and all my family live in the north.
I really think I need to stay with my family for the time being, because being lonely is making the whole situation so much worse and it’s getting to a point where I almost need 24 hour care. However, I don’t drive, so I’d have to get the train and change twice. I’m so scared of getting questioned and potentially fined, because it’s technically not essential, but I’m in such a bad place I don’t know what to do!
has anyone been in a similar situation, or have any advice on what I should do?
I really think I need to stay with my family for the time being, because being lonely is making the whole situation so much worse and it’s getting to a point where I almost need 24 hour care. However, I don’t drive, so I’d have to get the train and change twice. I’m so scared of getting questioned and potentially fined, because it’s technically not essential, but I’m in such a bad place I don’t know what to do!
has anyone been in a similar situation, or have any advice on what I should do?