Chit Chat #26

[WilmaHun]

Morning guys! I don’t know why I’m writing this probs just cos I need somewhere to release but I just feel so…. Depressed… the last week or so my anxiety has just been awful and I’ve been really hard on myself. I feel like everyone hates me, I feel like everyone judges me, I feel like everyone just thinks I’m a boring sack of rit. On here and in real life too. I don’t want to go anywhere cos I think everyone doesn’t like me/is judging me. Even when I go on walks/to the shops I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me for just being me/how I look. I won’t go round to my boyfriends family cos I feel like they don’t like me/judge me. Even when I do the whole time I’m there I’m just paranoid. Even on here I’ll go to post and i just think everyone on this thread doesn’t like me, I sound stupid, everyone is judging me. That’s why I stayed away for a few days just cos everything I was thinking about writing I thought just sounded stupid or I thought everyone just didn’t like me in general. But then I felt left out and joined back in but the everyone hates me feeling was still there. I just feel miserable and drained and I don’t know why. I’m due on but it’s not usually this bad lol. I just needed somewhere to vent. Sorry for being a downer on this sunny Monday morning hope you all have a good day

Im sorry you’re feeling this way, and I know they’re only words and may not help but for the record, I think you’re amazing. You’re definitely not boring, and I can’t see how anybody could ever hate you. I know for a fact you’re beautiful, and that extends to your soul too. You’ve a kind heart girl, and that’s hard to find. Anxiety gets the better of us all sometimes but if there’s anything I do know it’s that your anxiety is talking rit. The only thing I’m judging you for is your dislike of mash potato sarnies, I just can’t get over that I’m afraid but everything else about you is wonderful, and I hope one day you realise xx

 

[coconochanel]

I think what we all need is a nice jog to the lake district. Have you all got your crocs and knicks ready?

 

[Meangirl815]

Anyway. Morning guys. My sinusitis has reached peak level. My eyes hurt my head hurts my nose hurts i feel like I'm not fully awake yet but it's literally just because i am so full of gunk etc
Sorry for the gross thoughts on a Monday morning
So today is a lazy day. Going to get the kids to school then curl up with a book

 

[watermelon sugar]

Omg you’re all so sweet I’m so tired today cos the baby went in his new toddler bed last night and I was proper paranoid and I was up all night watching him on the monitor. I’m not even sure I slept so I’m a tired and hormonal mess

I can’t get on board with mash potato sarnies. I’m making cottage pie tonight and I bought some of the ready to make mash cos I’m lazy and I was side eyeing it thinking ‘people put this in a sarnie?!’

i dunno what knicks are, only nix im up for a jog to the Lake District if it means we can stop at the only Chinese there while we’re there!

 

[coconochanel]

Omg you’re all so sweet I’m so tired today cos the baby went in his new toddler bed last night and I was proper paranoid and I was up all night watching him on the monitor. I’m not even sure I slept so I’m a tired and hormonal mess

I can’t get on board with mash potato sarnies. I’m making cottage pie tonight and I bought some of the ready to make mash cos I’m lazy and I was side eyeing it thinking ‘people put this in a sarnie?!’

i dunno what knicks are, only nix im up for a jog to the Lake District if it means we can stop at the only Chinese there while we’re there!

I've only had mash in a sarnie if it was with something else like chicken, but never on its own.

 

[Betty701]

Sorry you’re feeling rubbish @watermelon sugar anxiety is horrible. I can definitely say nobody on here doesn’t like you as everyone misses you when you don’t post and who else is going to show us fassbender pics!! You honestly seem like such a lovely person and I’m sure everyone on the outside thinks so too.
Sorry you’re poorly and feeling rubbish too @Meangirl815 hope you have a nice relaxing day and feel better.
@justmeandmycat hope you’re ok again anxiety is awful but don’t feel bad for setting boundaries.
Happy Monday to everyone else let’s hope this week goes quickly and it’s Friday again before we know it. A day working from home for me so at least I’m not rushing round to get in the office.

 

[BelleAmie]

Everything can go into a sarnie and I refuse to accept otherwise. Even a sarnie could go into a sarnie if needed.

@WilmaHun how is Wilmapups settling in?

 

[WilmaHun]

I’ve got a few days off work this week which Im grateful for, I was starting to feel a bit burnt out. Life in general has been full on with work, uni, mum being ill and a health problem of my own so I’m going to try chill out a bit!
Dont wanna bore everyone with puppy talk but I’m going to try leave him for half hour today, he hates his crate so we’ve got stair gates to block him Into one room. See how that goes
SIL and her kids are coming round later, bf will be working so I feel really anxious about seeing her Ive already got nervy belly about what insulting things she’ll say today

eta @BelleAmie hes getting better everyday, thanks! Very clingy but he seems to be getting more settled x

 

[BelleAmie]

@WilmaHun if she says anything mean to you, we’ll take her on too

 

[lemonlime]

Morning guys! I don’t know why I’m writing this probs just cos I need somewhere to release but I just feel so…. Depressed… the last week or so my anxiety has just been awful and I’ve been really hard on myself. I feel like everyone hates me, I feel like everyone judges me, I feel like everyone just thinks I’m a boring sack of rit. On here and in real life too. I don’t want to go anywhere cos I think everyone doesn’t like me/is judging me. Even when I go on walks/to the shops I feel like everyone is looking at me and judging me for just being me/how I look. I won’t go round to my boyfriends family cos I feel like they don’t like me/judge me. Even when I do the whole time I’m there I’m just paranoid. Even on here I’ll go to post and i just think everyone on this thread doesn’t like me, I sound stupid, everyone is judging me. That’s why I stayed away for a few days just cos everything I was thinking about writing I thought just sounded stupid or I thought everyone just didn’t like me in general. But then I felt left out and joined back in but the everyone hates me feeling was still there. I just feel miserable and drained and I don’t know why. I’m due on but it’s not usually this bad lol. I just needed somewhere to vent. Sorry for being a downer on this sunny Monday morning hope you all have a good day

Sending hugs, I know how you feel because I often feel the same way. I have no tangible solution but I think you're fabulous and I'm always happy to see that you've written something or reacted to something that I've written I hope you feel better soon, you're a gem, and you're very much loved

 

[Rxt156]

@WilmaHun i could never get bored of puppy talk the first bit is always such hard work but sooOoooo worth it

 

[coconochanel]

What is everyone's first drink of the day? mine is either water or cup of tea.

 

[Phoenix Lazarus]

Black Coffee.

 

[Betty701]

Mine is normally a cup of tea or a glass of juice.

 

[Rxt156]

Tea or water and that continues all day one then the other

 

[watermelon sugar]

I have a glass of water when I wake up then I make myself a cup of tea when the baby has his breakfast. I had a caramel latte out of the coffee machine today though cos there was no milk left

 

[BelleAmie]

I have a very strong coffee with milk and sugar and I need it within seconds of opening my eyes

 

[watermelon sugar]

I would drink coffee everyday if I could but I get terrible headaches if I drink it all the time. I usually have one on a Sunday as a treat

 

[Rxt156]

I have a glass of water when I wake up then I make myself a cup of tea when the baby has his breakfast. I had a caramel latte out of the coffee machine today though cos there was no milk left

You have just reminded me to buy milk today ty

 

[Meangirl815]

Drink of water to take my meds. Then a strong black coffee to wake myself up. I only have 2 coffees a day cos i make them ridiculously strong. My husband says they look like tar
It would be easier and quicker to just hook myself up to a caffeine IV tbf