aw sending you love and hugs. I know it’s hard to believe when your confidence is low but you truly are beautiful inside and out. Nobody will be focusing on your size, or the spot on your chin (which by the way, I have one atm too!). The sizes on clothes are just a number that means nothing, those other girls may have been wearing a smaller size but I bet you still looked 10/10 in comparison. You are beautifuli spy a cutie in the background
so this fitting was officially one of the worst experiences of my entire life, not even being dramatic. i don't like shopping in general, especially trying clothes on, i tend to just shop online, so that was already annoying. then my other two colleagues are smaller than me, they're really tiny, like stereotypical models and i kept having to ask for a size up. the stylist kept pushing me smaller sizes for some reason and i had to ask for a bigger size for every. single. item. of. clothing. i'm already unhappy with my weight and really don't need a constant reminder, and now in a few days i'll have to look at myself in photos that will be all over our website and social media and i 100% know i won't be happy with them. plus i still have that stupid spot on my stupid chin and if it doesn't go away until tuesday i'll shoot myself. aaaand after all that we still don't know what we're wearing.
i came home afterwards, made myself a smoothie as if it's gonna make me instantly skinny, put a face mask on and then ruined it by crying
Has anybody spoken to this person to tell them about their behaviour? I guess if telling them isn’t an option, all you can really do is make sure you’re there for your mum and your grandparents so they know they’ve got you. Sending love xxxI like ham and pineapple
@strawb sending you the biggest hugYou are gorgeous, please remember that we are always our own biggest critics and I’m positive that nobody will think anything about your photos other than “wow she’s so pretty”
how do you guys deal with someone close to you who is engaging in self sabataging behaviour, particularly when it then affects other friends/family members around you? I have a family member who is making life very difficult for my mum and my grandparents and it’s really getting me down
no friends
. I'm not complaining though as Im enjoying it and there are some fitties in it 
chin chin! I can’t drink vodka with coke it’s minging! It’d be lemonade for me. The sun proper makes you want to drink. My friend was like ‘shall we go to a beer garden’ but I had the baby with me and I could have easily downed about 10 gins 
. I only bought it as a treat as well.
’ at someone called Tom aspinal and me fella was like ‘I’d knock him sparko’ yeah ok mate