OutrageouslyScarlet
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I just lost my grandmother and I’m finding it really hard to navigate the grief this time. I found her so that’s all been quite traumatic, but I’m finding some people are expecting me to be fine now (it hasn’t been 2 weeks yet) so there’s been no funeral, it’s all a slow process and I’ve mostly taken on all the official stuff as my mum is understandably struggling with losing her mum. I think people just think oh it’s s a Grandparent that’s sad, but we were so close I saw her everyday and as much as I thought I was prepared for it having already lost my grandad but I’m just not. She was the pillar of our family, I’m finding it harder and harder to get out of bed in the morning and I know I have things to do. Meh I don’t even know why I’m writing this. Sleep is not currently my friend.