She doesn’t want to be happy. Most of her online history has been her complaining about everything. That’s her only hobby at this point really.
When she was unemployed, all she needed was for someone to give her a chance and hire her, but nobody would, so it’s their fault she’s miserable and a failure!
Her cosplaying a disabled person by pretending she had some rare leg problem that left her crippled and needing a cane. She didn’t have friends or a boyfriend because she couldn’t walk far or use public transport because she uses a cane, or was in too much pain. (Funny how she suddenly started posting running videos after pretending to use a cane for months, and has now removed all photos about using a cane… think she’s embarrassed for faking that one?)
Then she complained about her flat - bills were too expensive, neighbors too loud, walls painted a color she didn’t like, room was too cold. If only all these problems were solved, then she could start her life!
Migraines, being excluded from kayaking, being autistic, having to wait for an ADHD diagnosis based on her dramatically acting the part of someone who “is ADHD.” All roadblocks that keep her from living like everyone else. Clearly, no one else deals with any of these things, that’s why they can succeed but she can’t. It’s not her fault. It’s the NHS’s fault!
Then she’s lonely but she doesn’t like people or like going out to meet people. But she doesn’t like dating apps. But now she has the app and has no matches. Now she has a match but doesn’t like him. Then she likes a match, but he has kids and she doesn’t want kids forced on her. Then turns down another match because he doesn’t want kids, and she wants them now! Then people only match with her because she has autism on her profile, but people also DON’T match with her because autism. Then she’s upset they know she has autism even though she put it on her profile. Now even just having the app on her phone is distressing, but she won’t delete it because “it’s not that simple.” [insert zero explanation, because the actual reason is that it gives her excuses for being single, something to blame for being unhappy, and something to complain about.)
I don’t think she’s ever going to admit that the reason people don’t like her has nothing to do with being poor, sick, disabled, neurodivergent, or any other reason she can invent.
It’s because she’s a miserable f^#%ing b!tch who complains constantly, blames everyone else, and takes no responsibility for how she treats people or behaves.
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When she was unemployed, all she needed was for someone to give her a chance and hire her, but nobody would, so it’s their fault she’s miserable and a failure!
Her cosplaying a disabled person by pretending she had some rare leg problem that left her crippled and needing a cane. She didn’t have friends or a boyfriend because she couldn’t walk far or use public transport because she uses a cane, or was in too much pain. (Funny how she suddenly started posting running videos after pretending to use a cane for months, and has now removed all photos about using a cane… think she’s embarrassed for faking that one?)
Then she complained about her flat - bills were too expensive, neighbors too loud, walls painted a color she didn’t like, room was too cold. If only all these problems were solved, then she could start her life!
Migraines, being excluded from kayaking, being autistic, having to wait for an ADHD diagnosis based on her dramatically acting the part of someone who “is ADHD.” All roadblocks that keep her from living like everyone else. Clearly, no one else deals with any of these things, that’s why they can succeed but she can’t. It’s not her fault. It’s the NHS’s fault!
Then she’s lonely but she doesn’t like people or like going out to meet people. But she doesn’t like dating apps. But now she has the app and has no matches. Now she has a match but doesn’t like him. Then she likes a match, but he has kids and she doesn’t want kids forced on her. Then turns down another match because he doesn’t want kids, and she wants them now! Then people only match with her because she has autism on her profile, but people also DON’T match with her because autism. Then she’s upset they know she has autism even though she put it on her profile. Now even just having the app on her phone is distressing, but she won’t delete it because “it’s not that simple.” [insert zero explanation, because the actual reason is that it gives her excuses for being single, something to blame for being unhappy, and something to complain about.)
I don’t think she’s ever going to admit that the reason people don’t like her has nothing to do with being poor, sick, disabled, neurodivergent, or any other reason she can invent.
It’s because she’s a miserable f^#%ing b!tch who complains constantly, blames everyone else, and takes no responsibility for how she treats people or behaves.
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How they remind her of colours or some shit (i'm not special or intelligent like beckie so i wouldn't know obv)
