Wow. Just got a chance to watch her embarrassing “tour”/whatever this was.
This exercise she put herself through was to prove to herself that she’s not going to ‘back down’.
She hated every minute of it (the ‘public speaking’ part) and is purposely torturing herself because FORCEFUL ACTION is the only way she knows how to move through difficult situations, like the one she currently finds herself in.
You can tell she kicks herself to death/is masochistic when things aren’t going perfectly in her life. It so clear to see that she spends hours
TALKING DOWN to herself until she gets it “somewhat right” (in her mind). This woman has very low self-esteem /doesn’t think very highly of herself at all/ you can tell she’s her own worst enemy!!
This is why we hear her huffing and puffing (she’s forcing herself to do take after take because whoever is recording her is subconsciously causing her to question her own authenticity by the mere fact that it’s another human being and not just the camera, as is the case when she records all her other videos).
Exaggerating her body movements to overcompensate for how she feels inside. Think about it, when you share something that you truly believe in/are passionate about.. your body language mirrors your your thoughts & feelings. In her case, her words are saying one thing and her body language was saying something COMPLETELY different!
Her crazy eyes darting all over the room is another indication that she’s fighting against herself (not being honest with the words she’s speaking.
Something inside of her, doesn’t 100% agree with everything she’s saying). The constant touching of her hands, is clearly her trying to self-soothe/ provide reassurance to her own self because the stuff she’s saying is making her own self feel uneasy.
All I can say is this was her forcing herself to do something in response to the embarrassment & anger that Tattle has caused her. It was her way of FIGHTING BACK. This short clip felt DAUNTING for her to do, but she forced herself so that she could feel a sense of major “accomplishment” (i.e. to feel better for now).
There’s so much tension in her face and overall body language… these pics capture everything she’s not saying. Quite sad that she has absolutely no peace, tranquility, self-acceptance, or real relationship with herself.
Anna: 0 Tattle:1
You lost again, Anna. It was too rushed, lol. You did a very poor job hiding all that tension/anger. Very unattractive. Nobody wants this type of insecure wannabe as their elegance coach, my dear. There was ABSOLUTELY NOTHING ELEGANT about you in this video!
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