My dad passed away last week, he had been unwell for quite some time. I want to see him one last time but people are telling me to remember him as he was and not go. We have a lovely outfit planned for him. He had only been wearing hospital gowns for the last few weeks. I like to think that he's able to sleep now and isn't in anymore pain, I am absolutely torn between should I see him, or just sit with him but not look at him. I really want to say goodbye but am so worried this will haunt me, but if I don't I will regret it forever. He didn't want a funeral, which is a relief as I think we all would've been physically sick with grief.