I started watching her lives when she was in A&E about a month or so ago. As someone who has BPD myself, I thought I could be supportive towards her. I’ve noticed that she is so cheeky when people try ask her things and she screams things like, I can’t say or that’s personal information. For someone who values privacy so much, she spends a hell of a lot of time on TikTok live. I mean yesterday she was on live pretty much the whole day.
A few nights ago she had a doll that had just appeared. She didn’t want to spend much money on Darcy Rose and went off to Tesco with the baby attached to her in a blanket. The next day I came on live and she had ditched poor wee Darcy and had a different doll called Mila Rose. Walking about primark looking for outfits and then she got a pram. Someone suggested she downloaded an app for the baby and so she has been using this app to make it more interactive as well as listening to lots of children tunes. I do understand that many people with mental ill health can use reborn as a coping strategy but just the way she had one baby one day and then a new one the next. Last time she was so preoccupied with other things I think she forgot the baby was there.
Last night she phoned 111 because she had a sore wrist and hadn’t liked the advice from a pharmacist but was on live the whole time making that call and when she received a callback. Pausing to protect her confidentiality.
An hour later and she’s now on the phone to the police. Phoning about three or four different police forces to add onto an ongoing report. The fact someone had created a thread on a Facebook page called “TikTok Tea” and she told the police that someone had wrote this post and comments saying x, y or z. I guess it is a little like this site so beware or she’ll have us reported to the police for staying our opinion too.
I feel I’ve been watching so many of her lives that I’m there. Absolutely no indication of having DID until it was suddenly mentioned last night, coincidentally that thread on Facebook mentioned it.
I followed her because I wanted to like her and support her as someone with a long standing bpd diagnosis but she just rubs me up the wrong way. Hasn’t been live today yet but it’ll only be a matter of time. I just don’t get why you spend most of the day on TikTok live, go and find a hobby that doesn’t involve broadcasting it to everyone.