I genuinely don’t know how to feel about it. Half of me thinks it’s real & I would never wish anyone to be in that state, regardless to what they have done. And I hope he does get the help he needs. His brother is literally there with him so needs to step in now, get him the help, & get him home.
the other part of me has dealt with a narcissist that faked & lied about having cancer/serious kidney problems & then faked the suicide thing when I ended the relationship. There were no actual tears in that video & the biting could have been to stop him Laughing. I’ve had conversations of that exact nature sent directly to myself & turned out he was absolutely fine, was actually out socialising but telling me he was on a bridge. Bear literally said 2 days ago he would do something like this too? This is why I’m torn.
he clearly has got issues. I’ve thought that before all this. But is this purely because it’s all finally dawned on him what’s happening - no money, no job, likely no future jobs, a conviction, potential prison time & family/friends/public hating him. Is this him trying to excuse his behaviours? Give reasons? Make Georgia feel bad so she drops any case? Or is this genuinely a cry for help of a broken man? I really really don’t know but either way, he still needs professional help.
I dislike him, massively, but I also don’t wish him to harm himself.