Just wondering if anyone has spent Christmas day alone or is planning too as I'm giving it some serious consideration this year
The thing is, in reality, it IS just another day. You just make that day a little bit nicer than what you do on a usual day. Put on some new PJ's and buy some special food that you like. Have a plan to keep your own mind busy. Hold off watching fave Netflix episodes until Christmas day etcSo the current plan was for me to go over to my sons on the morning, about 11ish then go to his gf's mams house for picky food then go home. The original time slot I was given was for breakfast then go home on my own but I objected to that!! This will be the first time ever that I haven't spent the whole day with my son. I'm single and don't really have anywhere else I can go. The more I think about it the more I don't want to have to get up to go out and not have a Christmas dinner.
What I fancy doing is getting up, going to Durham Cathedral for one of their morning services, then maybe have a nice quiet walk around Durham, go home, change into comfies, making myself a little Christmas dinner and just relaxing.
My big worry is that I will feel alone and upset myself. I've very good at being on my own most of the time but it worries that my already fragile mental health might not be able to take it. That said it could be the best thing I ever do!! Decisions, decisions . . .
I think it will be a social media free day!! Yes we can organise something else to spend some time together. The more I think about it the more I think my mind is made up about going it alone.The thing is, in reality, it IS just another day. You just make that day a little bit nicer than what you do on a usual day. Put on some new PJ's and buy some special food that you like. Have a plan to keep your own mind busy. Hold off watching fave Netflix episodes until Christmas day etc
Social media is the devil. That's when you start thinking...'maybe I should have done this'.
But what you described, is exactly what I mean. Christmas day is always about pleasing others and that's the selfish element to it.
Can you arrange another day close to christmas, where you can do the meal etc with your son?
Exactly...Christmas is what YOU make of it. Don't feel under pressure to conform with the 'but Christmas is a family time'...yes, but someone's ideal day is *not always* someone else's ideal day.I've spent a few Christmas days alone over the years. They've always been the best ones. You can make the day exactly how you want. I always stock up with good food and start recording films or finding stuff I want to watch in the few weeks leading up. There's no mad pressure or hype that you get with being with other people. My Christmases have always been wildly different so never had a 'tradition' so that's helped. To me it's for kids anyway, so don't get involved with all the schmaltz that's associated with it.