I fancy this guy at uni. I have ever since I've been there. We don’t know eachother that well but we get on and he’s lovely. I don’t think I’d ever make a move. I’m rubbish at friendships and relationships and I’m nothing special. So I promise I’m not being weird and possessive. I just think he’s nice.
Start of the year I met up with friends who asked how university was going and I mentioned this guy...
found out that both friends had found him on my friendlist and decided to add him on Facebook. Fine, whatever.
I got a text from one of them a few weeks ago making out that they’d seen this guy when they‘d gone out and he’d invited them for a meal.
Mildly gutted but nothing I can do about it. Jokingly messaged back something about me seeing him at uni and asking him for my invite and they backtracked completely, ‘oh i didn’t mean him I meant so and so, I was just joking’. Nothing came of it so I’m assuming it was a stupid joke.
Just got a text from the friend again, saying that they’d been in touch with another boy I fancy (asked him out and he rejected me ) and want to meet up. I don’t know if they’re joking again.
I know it sounds so bloody childish and it IS but I just wish they wouldn’t message me and celebrate it. If they go out with people I fancy then they go out with people I fancy, I can’t stop them
The fact that they joked about it initially makes me feel off, as if they’re trying to make me jealous about it. And at the same time I just wish I could be... normal. I wish I could have a relationship and for someone to pay attention to me. It happened through school, boys used to ask me out as a joke, as if it was funny that someone could ever go out with me. It’s soul destroying.
i sort of feel like they’re rubbing it in my face and feel stupid for feeling like this in the first place. I know there are bigger things to worry about ATM so feel free to hit me xD
Start of the year I met up with friends who asked how university was going and I mentioned this guy...
found out that both friends had found him on my friendlist and decided to add him on Facebook. Fine, whatever.
I got a text from one of them a few weeks ago making out that they’d seen this guy when they‘d gone out and he’d invited them for a meal.
Mildly gutted but nothing I can do about it. Jokingly messaged back something about me seeing him at uni and asking him for my invite and they backtracked completely, ‘oh i didn’t mean him I meant so and so, I was just joking’. Nothing came of it so I’m assuming it was a stupid joke.
Just got a text from the friend again, saying that they’d been in touch with another boy I fancy (asked him out and he rejected me ) and want to meet up. I don’t know if they’re joking again.
I know it sounds so bloody childish and it IS but I just wish they wouldn’t message me and celebrate it. If they go out with people I fancy then they go out with people I fancy, I can’t stop them
The fact that they joked about it initially makes me feel off, as if they’re trying to make me jealous about it. And at the same time I just wish I could be... normal. I wish I could have a relationship and for someone to pay attention to me. It happened through school, boys used to ask me out as a joke, as if it was funny that someone could ever go out with me. It’s soul destroying.
i sort of feel like they’re rubbing it in my face and feel stupid for feeling like this in the first place. I know there are bigger things to worry about ATM so feel free to hit me xD