Okay I'm gonna answer myself for a sec here
I stand by what I said but I felt like adding more.
I'm wondering if Deli is either delusional, or lying to herself, or lying to her community, or if I'm wrong... and I don't mean to diagnose someone on Instagram
BUT... It feels like she's depressed.
Not gonna lie, I might be "projecting" (I'm sorry I can't recall the english word right now lol) a bit because I've been depressed since Covid, so I'm curious to know if I'm totally wrong or if you guys agree with me on this ?
She keeps saying it's PMS or that she's "sick" (she's "sick" very often), but when you feel unmotivated (which she has mentioned in her latest vlog and also proven to us lol), often tired, and have meltdowns over dumb
tit..... it feels like depression or at least a depressed phase...
She keeps saying she used to take "anxiety meds" but, correct me if I'm wrong, anxiety meds can't be taken for a long period of time, and she said she's been on them for years. Now, today in her Instagram reels she finally said
antidepressants. It took her months to say that word.
Of course I could totally be wrong but that's the vibe I'm getting from her posts. That's why I'm saying, I don't know if she's not realizing what's wrong and genuinely thinks she's "sick", or if she prefers lying and saying it's PMS/being sick to her community.
And I've been following her for a year and a half now and she wasn't like that before ? She wasn't having meltdowns and posting them on Instagram, she wasn't sick every couple of weeks... Going off meds can't be easy...
I feel like Covid might have been a period for her where her mental health got worse. Especially in Australia I think they were having really tough lockdowns where you couldn't even go out for a walk I reckon ? At least I think that's what she said in one of her vlogs a while back. So she couldn't go on walks/exercise like she used to and she put on some weight, probably didn't help her mental health.
It feels like she's trying to better herself with her healthier diet and exercising and healthy habits (and her books about happiness lol) but in the end there seems to be something a bit off mentally and I really hope she's being properly followed by her doctor/psychologist, since she's been off her meds for a while now.
Or she's just a lazy slug, what do you know man
Yes about everything you said. And yes I find it incredibly sad. I'm always happy to eat with my husband.
They both work from home and they have complete freedom over their schedules, so it makes 0 sense that they wouldn't be able to eat meals together. They're acting like they have a boss looking over their shoulders