Are you sure you're not crying because you can't have your way anymore and your Narcissistic ways are getting the better of you Anal?
Are you sure there is nothing you can do to help your friend? Like, I don't know, maybe keep paying them part of or in full as a gesture of Goodwill for all the care they show to the dogs that you show no care for?
Are you sure you're not feeling let down and annoyed because you're so used to having everything your way and can pay for anything you don't want to do?
Are you sure you're living on the same planet as the rest of us?
Poor, poor Anal.
The nanny, dog walker, cook, and cleaner won't be at your beck and call for a few weeks or months. How ever will you cope?