It’s bizarre.
Anyway Tattlers, I have something I want to share with you. And because I know we have lots of people watching here who don’t feel confident in posting yet, or they may do one day.
Five years ago to yesterday, I and my two children were sent to a refuge by taxi. I’d told my Health Visitor that I wanted to kill myself and my children - not to harm them. But to keep them safe, from my ex and my family.
She called the social services, CPN and police and I was told I had to go to a refuge or I’d lose the children. All I kept thinking about was cleaning, I hadn’t finished my cleaning routine and here were these people in my house ruining my routine. Such was my broken mind. Anyway, I went. Bin bags, suitcase and the pram. Told my eldest we were going for a holiday for October half term.
Fast forward to today, I work in this field. My old support worker is now my colleague and friend!
In between, I also study and I collect donations for our local refuges.
I am always skint! Credit cards Student loans but oh.... I’m so happy today. Looking back on where we were then and where we are now. So, for anyone reading this and thinking they can’t see a way out. There is. I’m excited to think where I could be in 5 years!
Hopefully alive and healthy, with a healthy and happy children. Nothing else matters I’m off to bed with my little one now, she’s having a rough time with some girls being mean at school but we’ve been to see the teacher today and we are ready for half term. Have a lovely weekend everyone.
Anyway Tattlers, I have something I want to share with you. And because I know we have lots of people watching here who don’t feel confident in posting yet, or they may do one day.
Five years ago to yesterday, I and my two children were sent to a refuge by taxi. I’d told my Health Visitor that I wanted to kill myself and my children - not to harm them. But to keep them safe, from my ex and my family.
She called the social services, CPN and police and I was told I had to go to a refuge or I’d lose the children. All I kept thinking about was cleaning, I hadn’t finished my cleaning routine and here were these people in my house ruining my routine. Such was my broken mind. Anyway, I went. Bin bags, suitcase and the pram. Told my eldest we were going for a holiday for October half term.
Fast forward to today, I work in this field. My old support worker is now my colleague and friend!
In between, I also study and I collect donations for our local refuges.
I am always skint! Credit cards Student loans but oh.... I’m so happy today. Looking back on where we were then and where we are now. So, for anyone reading this and thinking they can’t see a way out. There is. I’m excited to think where I could be in 5 years!
Hopefully alive and healthy, with a healthy and happy children. Nothing else matters I’m off to bed with my little one now, she’s having a rough time with some girls being mean at school but we’ve been to see the teacher today and we are ready for half term. Have a lovely weekend everyone.